恋をしたから…

2009-12-31T07:20:00.000-08:00

This is a really important year for me

Entered uni.
Began to be true to myself.
Finally shared with my parents, my ambition since form 3
Got new friends.
Changed my outlook
Lived without my parents
Extended my tiny world
walked out of the dark
Leant how sceintific real science actually is

and many more

anyhow, happy new year people~

Nerdy Eagle

2009-12-26T08:50:00.000-08:00

I found out that people actually said I was a nerd and an eagle last time.

Even till now, I was never a person to judge others based on looks.
I refrained myself from discussions denouncing the appearance of others to the level of an animal. Its just something i felt not relevant.

Its just unfair to ignore the feelings of others like that, by judging them based on the outlook.

But much to my chagrin,
I was also a victim

Yea
I know I look like a nerd with my thick glasses concealing my small beady eyes and I look like an eagle with my screwed-up eyebrows

But hey,
I'm not an object for you to laugh at.
I mean if its so funny to laugh at my face, look at your own.
I bet it will be funnier

People like you who are ugly both in the inside and the outside;
You should just get a mirror and laugh at your own revolting face all day long

I thought I was invisible.
Guess I'm wrong after all
I still fit in one of those conversations meant to condemn looks

That was last time

I dont know how nerdy or eagle-ish I am now.
Maybe you should compare your own face with mine now, and determine which is nerdier? ;)

Let me justify my point here
If you were to insult the physical of others, I strongly suggest you look into the mirror before giving any snide remarks
You may not have any feelings, but others do.
So please respect them

PS : I honestly felt that those who used to diss me are in no position to comment too if I were to judge them physically

Home

2009-12-23T02:55:00.000-08:00

I'm in taiping!~

But how come nobody's here?!

MY decision

2009-12-11T00:39:00.000-08:00

I decided to take this approach from now onwards after some time contemplating

I feel that as a fellow coursemate, i need to inform you whenever you do something wrong and silly like that

I rather be considered the evil one or the one with the so-called bad mouth for now.

But I'm really really doing this for your own good.

You will never know you are wrong, unless someone tells you. And I am willing to be the someone

You may develop an animosity towards me, but I rather you do, than I watch you cross over to the bad side like that, and remain silent

You were so much of a better person last time

Maybe, you dont need to return to who you were, but you should at least change for the better

Life is about becoming a becoming a better person.

I feel i dont believe in being who you are and everyone else must accept it.

Of course, that concept is applicable to a certain stage, but it should not be used as an excuse to run away from the truth that there are problems with you attitude.

I am willing to accept your physical and other things that cant be changed.

But

for things that can be changed, and should be changed, I am unwilling to compromise

Please do not use the concept of "I'm just beinf who I am" to run away from things

I killed a person

2009-12-10T16:10:00.000-08:00

Its reaching the end of semester 1.

After spending 2 semesters here, i would say that life gets more interesting day by day.

so many bittersweet memories we shared together =)

such fond memories

SIGH

Despite that, I still cant bring myself to ingnore the bitter moments that clouded them

Today i woke up feeling terrible and guilty.

I was invovled in a conspiracy against a certain someone.

Someone who is often judged unilaterally.

Someone who used to be a great person.

Someone who used to help me regardless of the situation.

But, that person has changed.

His desperation to vye for popularity and seek attention became his undoing.

The fact that, there are many other things he did that pissed everyone, booked him a

one-way ticket to become an outcast.

Now, he is like a tiny island besieged by us, rough oceans.

But

he still tries his best to fit in no matter what.

His attitude sickens me, but his perserverance amazes me.

The fact that he is human like all of us, shows that he need friends. But everyone, including me are turning our backs against him.

Then, i question myself,

Why did I opt to exile him?

why couldnt i just accept him for who he is, or just help him change?

Maybe i still lack compassion

Maybe i still need to learn how to practise metta

SIGH

I dont know how I can stand being in his shoes; carving a fake smile on his face to hide his sorrow, pretending he is still part of the family despite knowing that he was already disowned, and facing people who refuse to face him.

No man is an island. And no man deserves a treatment of that sort.

but his sickening attitude is really distasteful, and it annoys me to no end

SIGH

this is a post, full of contradictions.

My heart tells me to avoid him, but my conscience tells me to befriend him

What should I do now?

I really dont know

Tolong lah T.T

2009-12-08T18:41:00.000-08:00

Who has a car???????

i really want to go to Cheras pasar malam next wednesday.

Its the biggest pasar malam in Malaysia

About 1 km long

PLease!!!!!!!

Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really need to go.............. T.T

I want to eat the taiwan pizzas, penang asam laksa, ice blended honeydew, and so many more there...

A new moon in 2012

2009-12-08T16:22:00.000-08:00

2012 was an underated movie for me.

For a movie that kept the level of suspense so high throughout 3 hours, and still managed to infuse so many sub-themes and moral values, it should be receiving more publicity than it is already enjoying

Despite being such an emotional and solemn movie, it managed to slip some humor very effectively in between.

The character development was extraordinarily good for a Hollywood movie

Definitely the best movie so far, this year (I'm still reserving judgementns for Avatar)

Watched it in Midvalley

Till today, the tickets are still being sold at an astonishing speed

New Moon was utterly dissapointing and way overated.

The pace was way too slow for me.

It didnt appear to be anything like an action-romance movie as it was publicised.

It was just pure romance.

The wolf-figthing scene was a letdown

And the fact that the wolfs look more cute than aggresive, was really frustrating.

Watched it in Pavillion.

SO was the movie that bad?

well,

About 15 people left their seats in the middle of the movie

(nobody leaves their seats in cinemas)

Chances are, if you are a girl, you might like it, coz of all the romance and shirtless men

But

if you are a boy, I sugggest you think twice before watching it.

my life now

2009-12-01T13:07:00.000-08:00

this is definitely a boring semester

SIGH

2009-10-09T08:17:00.001-07:00

I'm going back to taiping for Kathina

I'm sorry

2009-09-25T00:11:00.000-07:00

i realised that i have really turned into a vindictive and bitter person.

after the JPA incident, i promised myself that i will never be defeated again and i will always stand up to those who oppose me.

These really led to a series of unpleasant events that really changed me

I became a sadistic freak

I was consumded by grudge

I Fought back at everything

I returned hatred in triple

That small incident has really turned me into a beast

I really threw away my human heart

i was inhumane

you think i'm exaggerating?

think again

Last time, if i were to see beggars on the street, i will take out my wallet without hesitation

But now,

i will think that, "Why must i give my money to you? why must i help you when nobody helped me when i needed and deserved it?"

I know

I have became and kiasu and kiasi idiot

I hurt people i know on purpose, and i feel happy doing it because i wanted to inflict the pain that was casted upon me, on them, to show them how it made me feel

you can say what you want about me being a lunatic monster

I dont mind

Because i agree with you

i really hope that i can change

the desire to prove my worthy has conquered me inside out

even my sister has been complaining how insensitive i have become

and no matter how i hate that, i have to agree with her

So now that i realised, i really want to change

and liberate myself from this silly vortex of spite

song 113 : JPA Scholar

2009-08-27T11:35:00.000-07:00

It took quite some time, but they sent me an offer letter

Now, ren is under JPA in Nottingham

song 112 : A new style

2009-08-25T00:27:00.000-07:00

I just got my hair cut in malacca

RM34.40!

most expensive hair cut i ever had

but i was pleased with the results
so i guess it was worth the money

though its severely pricy

song 111 : I think

2009-08-18T10:32:00.000-07:00

I just realised something

The the Devil's Advocate is an improvision of an episode of jigoku shoujo

song 110 : H1N1

2009-08-12T23:13:00.000-07:00

H1N1 is getting more and more serious
and every day, the number of people falling sick in my campus increases,
now i'm wearing a mask to leture everyday
better safe than sorry

Song 109 : Solitude and Sorrow

2009-08-06T02:47:00.000-07:00

this is the first time i ever felt so lonely and sad in my life

and ironically the date today is 6.8.1991

I want to go home

this is the first time ever this date came without the presence of my family

i miss them,

my mum, dad, grandma, grandpa, sis and aunt

but

these are trivial matters, and its about time i learn how to get it off my head

song 108 : Midnight Melody

2009-08-01T00:30:00.000-07:00

SGI Drama TEam 09' / LMS Representative

competed in states level today.

Midnight melody was awarded Best Script

And LMS snatched first place in States

will be representing Perak in National Level!!!!!!!

well done SGI team
I am very very very very proud of all of you.

I seriously hope i could see you guys perform in national level, if my exam date does not clash with your competition date

first time ever st. george represented LMS

and

First time ever St. george represented Perak

song 107 : All The Best SGi Drama

2009-07-30T08:36:00.000-07:00

To our SGI drama members,
good luck in the states

do your best
I'm praying for you guys

you can do it!

Honor Virtutis Praemium

song 106 : Insensitive article

2009-07-27T20:47:00.000-07:00

to the journalist who just lost his/her brain,

Whether or not Yasmin Ahmad was known as zulkilfi or whatever
we are NOT interested to know
we have not the slightest interest to pry into her dark pasts

so if you are trying to popularise
your dying and dull newspaper
by tarnishing the image of others;
i suggest you stop now.
You are only making a huge fool out of yourself
and gathering more people who will hate you

you may think this is funny and could give cheap publicity

Wrong!

This is not funny AT ALL
and yeah
its CHEAP!

nobody will even bother to take a glimpse at your articles in the future

song 105 : Rest In Peace

2009-07-26T21:57:00.000-07:00

When MJ passed away, i wasnt really sad (at all)

but now that yasmin ahmad just departed

I'm damn sad
I'm now in the comp lab, posting this,
and my eyes are slightly watery

she was the best,
honestly

A star just fell from sky above
wherever it fell i do not know
but no matter where it crashed
i will always remember its shine till the end of my life

song 104 : Ren's 4 hours of mild depression

2009-07-15T06:38:00.000-07:00

dear friends and family

things are fine in nottingham

i'm adapting well

Today we had Light, Waves and electrons

and i realised
things are not fine

not fine at all

i realised i dont know what the bleep was even going on
the feelings are mutual to all my other friends
everyone was whipped into a whirlwind of immense confusion

for once, i felt so helpless and unintelligent

when class was over,
i fell into a state of mild depression

some thoughts actually popped in my mind

was i really meant to be an engineer?
was taking up the course of engineering a wrong choice?
am i really a science person?

i kept falling deeper into the black hole of helplessness
then jacy and kin wai phoned me for dinner
we started talking about our ENOLWA class
and we decided that this is only happening to us because its like our first time doing a physics equation in 9 months
this should be normal

Plus photons are like something alien to us
first time hearing it
i mean, all of us used to have problems doing functions when we first started form 4
but in the end, wallah.
its like the easiest chapter for us.

then, i realised that whether I'm suit to be an engineer does not depend on one question.
i'll go forward and move towards my shining star no matter what.

so we studied together
and we worked it out!
we realised that the only reason we dont know how to solve the problems is that we did not understand the formula and the symbols.

the tutorial that i thought will be very hard, turns out to kinda easy somehow.

maybe i make judgements too early about the subjects befor i really get to know it
so
from now on
i will try my best to
OPEN MY MIND,
BEFORE I MAKE IT

Song 104 :

2009-07-13T07:31:00.000-07:00

I'm getting used to my life here

Will post some pictures soon.
HOpefully this week

Song 103 : My drama, Our Story

2009-07-03T09:06:00.000-07:00

My life is a drama
My world is a stage

Recently, my stage has been adorned with numerous breath-taking props, and my drama was illustrated with countless colourful characters.

However, another scene is about to start, and all this will be taken away behind the curtains

all the props, all the great actors and actresses

all of them,
taken away from me

but
i know
one day
i will return to this scene with the same backdrop once again

Till Then
Goodbye

and
Thank YOU
For splashing your individual hues on my moving portrait

Thank you

MOM, DAD, Grandma, Grandad, Kuma, Ting Shan, Boon Chin, Weng Chiat, Kok Leong, Jin, Wai Yee, Shok ni, Pei, Yen, Mun Keong, Suresh, Shereen, Kalai, Geet, Azim, Thuan Jee, Dennis, Joshua Anand, Joshua Loke, Siva, Hong Zhen, Sherman, Calvin, Kevin, Chan, Jern Siong, Weili, Sinnu, Amar, Chi Ming,

Thank You
For your willingness to act on my stage
Thank You
For making my drama a better story

We will meet again
then, we will act in another scene again
all of us
together
like we have done before
and continue the legacy of
OUR STORY

Song 102 : The Unhappy Happy Ending

2009-07-02T21:09:00.000-07:00

I thought things are going to be easy
but its not

I thought i could waltz away from my old life like that and live in a whole new world without looking back
I thought wrong.

I'm reluctant lo leave
I dread leaving the drama members

After meeting the same faces every single day,
I feel lost without them

They are more than my juniors,
They are
my friends,
my brothers,
my family

Guys
I will never forget you

NEVER EVER

goodbye

song 101 : We are Georgians and proud to be one

2009-06-30T23:05:00.000-07:00

It was a long and winding road.

Full of sweat, pain and aggravation.

You may think that i am exaggerating,
but
if you are a member of SGI Drama Club,
you will understand my statement perfectly well.
In our school, we have minimal guidance from teachers
its usually the hard work of the students

Yeah

I remembered when we were in form 4.
SGI came up with such a humilating drama because we had no experience at all, and our seniors and teachers refused to help us.

However, we watched and learned from our own mistakes and we analysed the strength of other teams.

The next year, SGI got silver.
It was a long way from consolation prize.

After my SPM, Suresh asked me to start writing a new script.

i got my inspiration for the new script when someone was talking about vampires when i was watching taiyou no uta.

OK

I have to admit, xeroderma pigmentosum was an idea i got from that movie by Yui.
But i only took out a small element from the movie
You cant consider that celup-ing
Because i changed the storyline and theme totally
Taiyou No Uta had no vampires in it
and it was a love story

However, i was really shocked when i heard people saying my story was Celup-ed from Twilight.

Twililight and Midnight Melody are two very different stories!

The only thing they had in common is that there are vampires in it
and some of the names are the same.
that's all
nothing more than that

Anyway,
before going for my PLKN, i left suresh a note, requesting Azim to be Sally, and Thuan Jee to be Bobby as i created these two characters based on their personalities

I knew Azim was the perfect one to be a diva
and i got annoyed with thuan jee in the NIE posters 4 rewards but surprisingly, teachers found him adorable
So, i got my inspiration for these two characters from them

After coming back, SU introduced me to the team

Su did an excellent job in teaching them how to move and where to position themselves, how to impress the audience and made the props exactly like the sketch i gave to him.

So, when it was my turn, I taught them about voice projection, emotions, tone, and discarding their bad habits on stage.

I started of as a no play play senior who seems to be deadly serious

However, as time passed by,
I couldnt help but to smile and joke around them because it felt like i'm already a part of the family

slowly but steadily, we brought in more ideas, and music.
it was difficult for them at first, but where there is a will, there is a way

And we found the way

When the whole drama was near perfection, we started counting the days.

Every day, Su and I harped on minute details and made it seem like a huge crime to ensure that the team will be perfect.

Finally it was the competition day.
i would say our team gave a great performance and was definitely outstanding.

BTW
Ting Shan told me something i never noticed

the difference between SGI girls and KE girls are, SGI girls remove their makeup and change back to their clothes after their performance

whereas KE girls remain in their dresses and leave their makeup on to flirt with the audience

SO True

LOL

School's titles

SMK St. George - Midnight Melody
SMK Treacher Methodist Girl's School - The Formula
SMK Convent - Grandma We Love You
SMK King Edward - The Devil's Advocate

And the results

Ariella from TMGS got best performer
The Best script award was given to Grandma We Love You

Now the real thing
The placings

before they announced it, my heart was pounding so fast, I could have gotten a heart attack

For second runner up,

Grandma We Love You

I started smiling and clapping so loudly. Thuan Jee was crying because he was too happy. The rest of the crew were smiling and yelling.

For First runner up,

The Formula

My legs started banging the floor and i got all excited. The Georgian crowd grew much louder.

And

The Champion for the LMS District English Drama Competition

Midnight Melody!!!

I jumped up in the air and yell and screamed along with the crew
We were overwhelmed with joy
and we started yelling
Tepuk Lasallian
so many times

It was Georgian history
First time SGI has ever won a gold in Drama
and the best part is,
we're a part of it

I couldnt forget it when they actually carried su and i and threw us up in the air,
our pants were drooping down and our underwears were so obvious, especially when we were on top of the stage for the crowd to see

LOL

whoever said SMK St George is incapable of getting a gold in drama
they were wrong

We proved them wrong
And we will try our best to prove it to them again next year

And much to my surpirse, TMGS teachers actually gave our performance very good remarks
I dont know about convent teachers
(but Pn. Cecillia looked worried after Midnight Melody)
anyhow,
to those teachers
Thank you very much
The SGI team will try their best to impress in the State level

we have come a long way from nothing
and we are not giving up just yet

The Georgian Spirit will never die

P.S. : I cant post any pics for now. sorry for that

Song 100 : SO what?

2009-06-26T10:02:00.000-07:00

Another of C.Ren's Super Emo post

If only i could smudge my vision with illusions and corrupt my curcuit with delusions of grandeur
If only the ghosts of vanity will stop tracking me down
If only Echo will sway at me, and narcissus will be what i am
If only Apollo will give me more and Eros will stand behind my back

Yeah

If only

My head has been running about a lot lately

A little of my wishes have been granted, yet it never seems to end

I keep asking for more, although i know it is impossible

But

is it wrong?

I just want what i want

A harmless wish that will not slash anyone in my path

i was born perfectly imperfect

could i be perfect in my imperfect ways?

I dont know

But i wish some people could stop bombarding me with heartless remarks about things that cant be changed
Especially those who are imperfect
but seem to think they are perfect
and brand others imperfect

People like you need to get over yourself
people like you who are hideous in every perspective
but seem to gaze at others unilaterally

shut up
before i hammer out the false ideas you have on yourself

and i decided not to eat what you say
coz
your biased opinions does not matter
You can think i'm one of those who swayed or one of those who crack surfaces

but

I dont care anymore
coz
I'm not listening anymore

Song 99 : soon

2009-06-23T09:13:00.001-07:00

Things are going to be different very soon

I'll be living in a whole new world

song 98 : My car License~!

2009-06-15T03:08:00.000-07:00

Aku gagal kerana gagal mematuhi lampu isyarat

aku seorang pemandu yang berbahaya

Song 97 : Clean teeth

2009-06-13T23:23:00.000-07:00

The doctor says i might be removing my braces in another four visits

CAnt wait la

Braces sucks

Song 96 : Bitterness away

2009-06-07T15:31:00.000-07:00

the last post i was still pretty sore with some people faking their personal information to give them added advantage in their JPA application

But now
I'm sick of being sore
its time i scrape away my spitefulness
Though i still feel the bitter feeling every now and then
i will try my best to forget it

i need a brand new breeze

Song 95 : Congrats

2009-06-05T05:39:00.000-07:00

I heard Ying2's appeal was approved
I actually feel happy for her
coz she worked so hard for it
she is definitely an excellent all rounder
unlike all those other cheaters with bad and mediocre results, out there who got it
by lying about their parents' income and jobs.
FCUK
them
especially
that anak loya buruk

Song 94 : Triple Payback

2009-05-27T07:27:00.000-07:00

Dont be happy.
Your sigh of relief and contentment
will soon be replaced with sleepless nights.

Your disgraceful triumph will soon be a major liability
that will haunt you
Your name will be severely tarnished
You will lose the trust of all
and all that praised you
will run out of their resevoir of honey,
and instead spit toxic in your face

You better watch out

Judgement has come for you

Song 93 : Form 6 is turning crazy~!

2009-05-26T09:44:00.000-07:00

i was dumbfounded when i read my friends' blogs about form 6 being extended to 4 o'clock.
This is seriously sick to the core!

how can anyone stand it?
Imagine sitting there and listening to cik loke whole day....

GOD

I will die man...

Although i am not staying in form 6, but i cant help but to feel aggravated by this weird change.
Its demonic.

Song 92 : Lim Sze Wei

2009-05-25T21:38:00.000-07:00

My sis was supposed to wake up early today
she sorta set her alarm clock in her phone early i think

But she kept snoozing it whenever it rings
i think she did it over 6 times already

Already 1 o'clock
I dont think she'll be waking up soon.

so, what's the point of snoozing the alarm if you dont intend to wake up at all?

Song 91 : Lies, vanity, delusions of grandeur

2009-05-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

Super emo post
caution

YOU never had the strength to begin with
YOU

YOU
are a mere weakling with mere illusions of strength to conceal your repulsive frailness.
Cheat, lies, frauds
The triumph and joy that you experience does not belong to
YOU

YOU
stole it from others' who deserve it more than you
Thieves, muggers, robbers, rapists

YOU
are weak

YOUr
victory is a lousy lie to fool
but
YOU
can never fool us, the ones
YOU
stole from

YOU
can lie to the whole world and yourself,
but trust me
GOD
Knows

YOU
think all of us dont know what sort of trickery
YOU
used?

YOUr
parents are not dead, yet you claim they are
YOU
are an unfilial child and a traitor to our nation

YOUr
parents earn big bucks
yet you pronounce them misers
YOU
dont know how much this means to us

YOUr
parents are money vampires
still
you declare them retrenched and jobless
YOU
are just a lie

YOU
YOU
YOU
YOU

YOU

I know who
YOU
are

Or rather,
YOUs

live in your puny world of lies while you can
It will be discovered soon
Immerse yourself in your cheats while you can
because it will be known soon

YOU
will face the consequences of your own actions

YOU
forgot that
YOUr
parents
all pay taxes

YOUr
little play will be revealed very soon

Song 90 : I'm writing

2009-05-19T06:50:00.000-07:00

My first homework after 6 months!

Wow

I kinda miss the homework feel

Yay!
we got sweet Pn Hin as our Chemistry teacher :D

Pn Hin rocks~

Song 89 : Happiness

2009-05-18T06:33:00.000-07:00

I feel really happy and proud today.
Dont want to elaborate much, will tell you guys later.
But this will end well
They sure are great people

Song 88 : Apachi Sareng strikes again!

2009-05-11T08:20:00.000-07:00

I was kinda puzzled when i found out that so many people were lamenting over being sent to george for form 6

I was thinking "Is my school that bad?"

Today after a few loud whish-whashes, from our students during orientation

*SIGH*

I couldnt help but to nod in agreement

song 87 : this is not the end

2009-05-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

This post of mine might be a bit emo
so i would like to apologise if it offended you in any way

I feel very sore.

I didnt get JPA

I know JPA isnt the end of the world.
But i cant help but to feel sore

I got 10A1 and one A2 for biology, excluding anopther A1 for GCEO.
Applied for engineering

feel very down and dejected

If i know, i should have done some major adjustments to my parents income in the application form like thousands of dishonest rats out there

really unhappy now

so i dont know

maybe there are more opportunities out there

maybe I'm just unlucky

this feels like a sick joke
and i really wish someone can really pop out and explain the punchline soon
but i know that there will not be any jesters explaining and expounding it to me

anyhow, this is reality, and i know, i'll have to hammer this repulsive nail of truth into my head

but

one door closes, another door opens

every cloud has a silver lining

when the going gets tough, the tough gets goings

every ending is a new beginning

i wont give up

not just yet

you just wait and watch me JPA!

I promise you

I promise all of you

that read this post

the world has yet to see the last of me

I will make the best environmental chemical engineer ever!!!

it has always been a dream of mine to protect the environment

and it will not end here

this is not the end

this is not

i dont care how

but i promise you all

that you will all not witness me as the rejected JPA guy you saw in years to come

you just wait JPA

you just wait

Song 86 : Fat Cells

2009-05-01T19:53:00.000-07:00

Looking back at the pictures i had before NS, I realised i was FAT

To think about it, I feel so gald i got chosen for NS now.

Lost so much weight there.

I looked like a puffy goldfish before NS!

Song 85 : Edison Chen again

2009-05-01T10:33:00.000-07:00

It has been a year since, Edison Chen's interesting pictures, featuring Bobo Chan, Gillian CHung and a few othere female celebrities, surfaced in the net.

This year, the computer technician, Sze Ho-chun, who stole those indecent pictures Edison took while he was on heat with the girls, was found guilty by a Hong Kong magistrate of three counts of obtaining access to a computer with a view to making a dishonest gain.

In my opinion, this Sze guy really deserves it.

I think its terribly sick to betray the trust of a client like that and its horribly unprofessional.

So maybe he was tempted beyond control to copy all of pictures in edison's laptop.
But even if he couldnt control himself to do so, I trust he could control himself from selling those pictures to other clients, right?

This sicko here obviously lacks respect for the privacy of others.

Now that he ruined the career and tarnished the image of so many girls,
i hope he's happy.
Inconsiderate and dim-sighted people like him deserves jail for at least three years.

Anyway, last year, many girls (young princessy pre-teens especially) posted in forums and blogs saying things like "I hate edison, he's so unfaithful!! I trusted him!!!!"

WTF
Since when, were they in the position to assume the role of a wife?

They are not even legal yet!

for god's sake, he's not in love with you silly girls!
Stop your unrealistic waltz in your tall imagination, for your queer fantasy is a far cry from the real world

He's not in love with you, and will never be
Get over it

And some say, "OMG, i was his no. 1 fan, but i ~~~~ing hate him now!!!!"

=_="

If you really are his no.1 fan, shouldnt you support him at crucial moments like this?

And for those that call those girls that are in the pictures, cheap sluts,

well, that is their private affair isnt it?
just because they are pretty and glamorous, that does not mean that they can't have a life of their own

If you are saying these girls are corrupting the minds of our little ones by performing such indecent acts,

think again

They did not post their pics in the net for the whole world to see.

That was Sze Ho-chun's work.
So, blame him.

Song 84 : Tag! (Sze wei, Pei lu, Jacy, Sulin, Chin Kwang)

2009-04-04T01:49:00.000-07:00

TAG!
Starting time: 4:49pm
Name: Lim Chong Ren
Sisters: Yes
Brothers: No
Shoes size: 8 or 9
Height: forgot
Where do you live: Taiping
Favourite drink: Juice

HAVE YOU
Been on a plane: Yes
Swam in the ocean: Yes
Fallen asleep in school: Always
Broken someone's heart: No
Fell of your chair: Sure la
Sat by all night waiting for someone to call: Not really
Saved e-mails: No
What is your room like: Messy
What's right beside you: My phone
What's the last thing you ate: Egg tarts
Ever had chicken pox: Yes
Sore throat: Yes
Stitches: No
Broken nose: No
Do you believe in love at first sight: No
Like picnics: Maybe
Who was the last person you danced with: Kah Men
Last made you smile: My Dad
You last yelled at: Chong Han

TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like: No
Kissed anyone: No
Get sick: No
Talked to an ex: No
Miss someone: Yes
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yeah
What's under your bed: Plastic bags
What time is it now: 4:54pm
Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yes
Do you have any siblings: Yes
Do you want children: Yeah
Do you smile often: Yes
Do you like your handwriting: Sometimes
Are your toenails painted: No la!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: My NS bed
What color shirt are you wearing: White
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: Hunting for discounts in Jusco
When did you cry last: Watching a sad movie kwa
Are you a friendly person: maybe
Do you have any pets: no
Do you sleep with the TV on: of course not!
What are you doing now: This tag
Can you handle the truth: yeah
Are you closer to mother or father: Both kwa
How many people can you say you've really loved: so many~~
Do you eat healthily: errr... (lets skip this)
Have you ever cried because something someone said to you: Yeah
How often do you go to church: only once

If you're having a bad day,who are you most likely to go to: Cousins, Kalai, Cek Siang, Chong Han
Close Friends: Kalai, Cek Siang, Chong Han, Tian Jian, Ting Shan,
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: PPl in NS says Im LOUD!
Are you confident: If i dont look ridiculous

THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO
Got rotan by Pn Soo for not doing Maths homework
Throwing all my books away and telling parents i dont have any homework

THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY
-Nothing

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
-Taiping
-KL
-Melaka
-Penang
-Singapore

5 PEOPLE I TAG
-Sze wei
-Pei lu
-Jacy
-Sulin
-Chin Kwang

Song 83 : Earth Hour

2009-03-28T06:17:00.000-07:00

So Earth Hour Finally came.
I'm In CRC now.
So its hard to support it.

But i kinda did something silly.
I actually offed the lights in the Bintang Walk (Balcony outside the Canteen)

Somehow, i feel a bit happy, but can feel my pride shattering into pieces as eyes targeted at me,
I could read their faces, screaming "Siao Kia Cho HAmi KUI??????~~~~"

Then they started onning the lights again

SIGH

That definitely didnt went well

But at least that's something
Its the effort that counts

Anyway,
Earth Hour is just like a campaign to create awareness.
The most important thing is that we should understand the true objective behind Earth Hour,
that is to teach us to conserve energy to curb global overheating

Tomorrow, Earth Hour will be no more till next year
but if we truly support Earth Hour, the message will stay in us for life.
If you dont need to use something, off it.
Even if you put it in standby more, it still eats electricity.

If you're listening to songs using your computer, off the monitor
If you're going out of your room, off the fan or air conditioner
If you are bathing in the afternoon, try not to use the water heater
If you want to watch TV, you can watch it without the lights on.
Use energy-saving bulbs, saves electricity (saves the earth and also saves your wallet)

I may not be a 100% environmentalist
but
50%
or even 10%
is good enough.

It takes a little to make a big difference
You may not believe this, but if everybody tries their best to save electricity even by a little,
wouldnt it make the effect huge?
If everyone is 10% environmentalist, wouldnt 10 people make one 100% environmentalist?
So, lets just try our best in this, who knows what miracles we can achieve?

Song 82 : The 3 hours practical

2009-03-24T21:27:00.000-07:00

Today i had my 3 hours practical for driving
After my quest to obtain my driving license had been delayed for three months by PLKN, I'm finally continued it.

Things were pretty boring when i got to SEPAKAT (the driving circuit)
Boring....
Boring.......
Boring.........

Luckily i brought a book to read to kill some time.

Later, the instructor came, and it was time to Vroom Vroom!

So i got into the Kancil, sat down and put on the safety belt.
he stared at me as if i was Forest Gump and said "Wear for what??? Dont need la!!~"
So I gawked at him and was "Eeer.... Ok..."

Words of wisdom from a driving istructor:

"Aiyo... Safety belts are for weenies one la... Donit wear also ok one~"

So he said "Go la"
Confused, i was like "Oh? Go you say? Ok lo.. Go ma Go lor..."
Then I dunno what i did, the car jerked a bit
"Aiyor, you see me do first la you... Watch and learn ha~"

So ok lo...
watch and learn ma watch and learn lo....

Then it was my turn again
Driving really isnt as easy as it seems.
Gotta step the clutch, gotta change the gear, gotta release the cluth, and blabla~

So after a while, i think I got used to it a bit, but the instructor had his hand on my steering wheel, controlling it for me, most of the time.
Gosh. I'm fully capable of turning a wheel
its not that i have no hands or what
but i guess its their procedure

So I (we) started driving around the circuit again and again.

Then when i was driving, a butterfly materealised.
"OMG. I'm Gonna bang a Butterlfy!!!!!"
I tried to move the car away by moving the wheel, but the instructor's grip on it was too strong.

WHAP~
The car hit the tiny butterfly...
Poor thing

but lets not be stupid, of coures you cant have a car accident by knocking a butterfly.
and its not like, the other butterflies will come with their ambulance and put the banged one on a stretcher and rush it to the nearest hospital for treatment.
In fact, you cant even hurt a butterfly that way~

So leave the butterfly part aside.

Then there was a little bird on the circuit road.
Tried moving my car away, but once again, the instructor!!

Vroom~
I dont really know what exactly happened nor did I see any flattened object on the road,
so i assume nothing happened.

then we went rounds and round (more that 10 times i think)
until it was over,

so i got down and felt lucky that i did not knock into anything...

except a butterfly

Song 81 : Yiruma

2009-03-24T08:13:00.000-07:00

If you love piano songs,
try listening to Yiruma.
he's so damn good.

His pieces are alive and if you were to close your eyes and use your imagination,
you will find yourself in whole new realm, so far from the eyes of the world.

And i think my sis would love it, since she is so crazy over Bella's lullaby.

song 80 : Direct translation

2009-01-30T20:06:00.000-08:00

Got this joke through an email.

Why the Malaysian Government insists on using English for
math and science?

This is because the whole world uses the language as an
information and/or technology language. How dangerous it
will be if we try to use Bahasa, especially in school. See
example below:-

Hardware = barangkeras

Software = baranglembut

Joystick = batang gembira

Plug and Play = cucuk dan main

Port = lubang

Server = pelayan

Client = pelanggan

Try to translate this:

ENGLISH:

That server gives a plug and play service to the client
using either hardware or software joystick. The joystick
goes into the port of the client.

Now in BAHASA:

Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main
dengan menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut.
Batang gembira itu akan dimasukkan ke dalam lubang
pelanggan.

Song 79 : home!

2009-01-25T02:12:00.000-08:00

I'm back here again.
Ns food is getting suckier by day.
but the life there is getting more fun by day.
I'm really enjoying myself now.

believe it or not, I'm the only english educated chinese in this whole camp! So all of my conversations with chinese are in mandrin, except with cek siang who wants to improve his spoken english. In case you guys don't know, Cek Siang is the son of CRC's cook and also the first person to speak to me in this camp!
I think I'm no longer a banana, maybe a bana, but just you wait, "the yellow outside but white inside" label will be lifted from me one day.

so I made many new friends from kelantan and Hualian.
Kelantan ppl are super friendly and are really a ready to mix flour~
Hualian friends are cool and they speak real wisdom.
Besides that i managed to befriend people from Kedah, Selangor, and Perak.
Great people~

However, a lot of the Ipoh Mali boys really drove me up the wall. Their faces are branded with arrogance. They are also a bunch of desperados who seems to be begging in the streets for girls' attention, lowering the intelligence of men to the level of a slug in the eyes of the girls along the way.

So the best thing about Kem Jiwa Murni is the Sky!
the cloud formations are the best!
Sometimes i wish they would just give us an hour or so to gaze at the heavens.
anyhow, my eyes are always transfixed in the sky whenever there is a football match uninvolving my kompeni.

I'm enjoying my Character Building classes. Despire the fact that we are treated like little kids, I like it! I dont know why but i damn like it! haha.
Maybe because i have great classmates!

so how's it so far?
So far so good!

here, I've
met people of the same wavelength,
met people of the same interest,
met people who treat me great,
and even met people who can read my mind and actions!

I' ve never been happier in one whole month as far as i can remember!
So i hope this joy will never end!

song 77 : SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-31T19:03:00.000-08:00

I bet you guys werent expecting this post from me!

HAHA

ok. So how the hell did i manage to post this?

I'm back in my home for a day due to an emergency. Given a day off from NS.

So how's NS?

Ok kwa.

Way better than i thought it would be so far.
The people in my dorm are all very friendly and i'm super glad that I'm placed in a dorm with nice and decent people (some trainees in other dorms are kinda sinister and arrogant)

So NS food is not really that bad.
The NS Toilets are not clean but not till the extent of our school and its still bearable.
The dorms are clean.
There are funny and entertaining trainers.

But the only problem i face is that I'm the only english educated chinese in the whole camp.
Its rather hard to fit in and i feel lost in the crowd sometimes.

So right now I'm mingling with Hualian students.
They really are good people just that they were only misunderstood.
And i made friends with people from kedah, kelantan and selangor as well.
This could actually be a great experience.

Although the purpose of this programme is to promote integration, segregation still reigns in the trainees' souls.
Despite that, i could see that the barriers of racism are slowly breaking down and people are stepping over to the other side, trying to understand different cultures and people.

I feel that i'm learning a lot here.

I'm learning how to fit in a new environment.
I'm learning how to befriend people with different creed.
I'm learning how to not be picky when eating.
I'm learning how to tolerante bad attitude.
I'm learning how to wash my own clothes.
I'm learning how to be independant.

I hope the learning does not come to halt.
So to my friends who got second batch, dont worry so much la.
Its not as bad as you think.

however, its still too early to assume its good. So when i get back, i promise you guys a full and detailed story of what happened. Till then, stop worrying and scrape of the negative thoughts you have about PLKN.
Reserve you judgement for later la.

just dont worry, be happy~

Song 76 : Music Box

2008-12-22T03:12:00.000-08:00

music box songs are really peaceful and soothing to the ears.

I really loved this sorta songs since i was small and i never really know what instrument it was called. I actually thought it was xylophone.

After years of futile effort, typing 'xylophone' in youtube and imeem and obtaining undesirable results, i eventually gave up.

It was really hard trying to find the genre of it, and to add matters worse, most of the music box CDs i ever came across was in chinese.
Hence, being a xiang jiao ren, i was able to speak chinese but not read.
This made the search so much harder.

But a few days ago in One Utama, I went into Movie Magic to get myself 'The Prince and The Temple of The Sea" DVD. Then my sis tried out this great Music box Cd in the testing section.
She was saying, "Wow, this is good. You have to try it."

When i tried it, i was really excited, because i recognised the "ting ting" songs.

So i tried having a look at the cd cover, just to discover it in mandrin.

Potong Stim.

As my parents and aunt are having their sweet time in D.I.Y. Shop, i decided to fiddle with the album cover a bit.

And wallah~

I read something called Music Box on it.
So when i got home i availed myself of this opportunity and searched the whole web for "music box version", and it returned with favourable results.

I was jumping with joy. Haha.
So i have a music box song above and its really good.
its first love by utada hikaru.

Btw Hins Cheung's songs are really good too.

Song 75 : That place is labelled no entry (at least for now)

2008-12-18T20:57:00.000-08:00

i shouted at that bimbo MH again. Damn annoying kid. I never hated a cousin more.

today, i scolded him for tickling his little sister.

so its tickling nia ma. What's the big deal?

well, it seems that the spoilt brat has a favourite spot to tickle....

guess where??

THE VAGINAL AREA!!!!

Of all places, he chose that as his favourite region.

That kid's an idiot.
A total 360 degree fool

song 74 : all the stuffs

2008-12-17T18:51:00.000-08:00

here's a few things i discovered and happened lately when I'm in Melaka

Mh is really annoying and i cant stand him anymore.

Never marry a woman who is terrible in house keeping.

Cat poop is smellier than cow poop.

Prices are more expensive in certain shops on Sundays.

The worst kind of kid is the one that sreams the most and sounds manja.

w3501 has better sound quality than w3801.

There are a lot of lalas in Dataran Pahlawan.

People make use of pretty girls and boys to promote goods in PC Fair.

I saw somebody that looked exactly like her but she was possibly l**

song 73 : really funny

2008-12-15T01:40:00.000-08:00

LOL

i this joke was forwarded to me and i find it so funny that i should share it

so here goes...

Seorang guru, Cikgu Murni (Umur: 22) menghadapi masalah dengan salah seorang muridnya (Abu). Lalu guru ini bertanya kepada murid tersebut : "Apa sebenarnya masalah awak, Abu?"

Lalu Abu menjawab, "Saya terlalu cerdik untuk berada di darjah 4, kakak saya menduduki UPSR dan saya lebih cerdik dari dia, maka saya seharusnya berada di tempat yang sama juga!".

Cikgu Murni dah tak tertahan. Dia bawa Abu ke pejabat pengetua. Sementara Abu menunggu di ruang tamu, Cikgu Murni terangkan keadaan tersebut kepada pengetua. Pengetua mengatakan yang dia akan berikan ujian kepada Abu dan jika Abu gagal menjawab, maka Abu harus kekal di darjah 3 dan berkelakuan baik. Abu dibawa masuk ke pejabat Pengetua dan Cikgu Murni terangkan pada Abu dan Abu bersetuju untuk ambil ujian yang akan diberikan.

Pengetua: Apa 3 x 3?
Abu: 9
Pengetua: Apa 6 x 6?
Abu: 36

Pengetua terus bertanyakan soalan2 berdasarkan tahap pencapaian murid2 UPSR dan si Abu mampu menjawab tiap soalan yang diberikan. Lalu pengetua memandang Cikgu Murni dan berkata, "Saya rasa murid ini sepatutnya berada di darjah 6", Lalu Cikgu Murni berkata pada pengetua, "Saya ada soalan saya sendiri, boleh tak saya ajukan pada Abu?". Pengetua dan Abu bersetuju.

Cikgu Murni: Apa yang lembu ada 4 di badan, tapi saya cuma ada dua?
Abu: (berfikir) Kaki

Cikgu Murni: Apa yang ada di dalam seluar kamu tapi tidak pada seluar saya?
Abu: Saku

Cikgu Murni: Apa yang bermula dengan huruf "K" akhir dengan "A", ianya berbulu, berbentuk oval, nyaman dan mengandungi lapisan nipis keputihan?
Abu: Kelapa

Cikgu Murni: Apakah yang masuk keras dan berwarna "pink", bila keluar lembik dan melekit?
Abu: Gula-gula getah (Bubblegum)

Cikgu Murni: Apa yang mereka lakukan, lelaki secara berdiri, wanita secara duduk dan anjing secara tiga kaki?
Abu: Bersalaman

Cikgu Murni: Baik, sekarang saya akan ajukan soalan berbentuk siapakah saya, okay?
Abu: Baik Cikgu

Cikgu Murni: Awak memasukkan batang kedalam saya. Awak ikat saya untuk saya berdiri. Saya kebasahan sebelum awak.
Abu: Khemah

Cikgu Murni: Jari memasuki saya. Awak menggesel-gesel saya bila awak teringatkan saya. Lelaki idaman akan mendapat saya dulu.
Abu: Cincin perkahwinan

Cikgu Murni: Saya ada bermacam-macam saiz. Bila saya sakit saya akan meleleh. Bila saya keluar, banyak tisu yang akan digunakan. Bila awak hembuskan saya, akan berasa lega.
Abu: Hidung

Cikgu Murni: Saya batang yang keras. Hujungnya tajam. Saya akan datang dan masuk dengan lajunya.
Abu: Anak panah

Cikgu Murni: Sekarang saya akan ajukan soalan dalam Bahasa Inggeris, okay?
Abu: Okay

Cikgu Murni: What word starts with a 'F' and end in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement?
Abu: Firetruck

Cikgu Murni: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if you dont get it you have to use your hand.
Abu: Fork

Cikgu Murni: What is it that all men have one of. It's longer on some men than on others, the pope does not use his, and a man gives it to his wife after they are married?
Abu: Surname

Cikgu Murni: What part of the man has no bones but has muscles, lots of veins and loves pumping?
Abu: Heart

Pengetua menghembuskan nafas kelegaan bila mendengar jawapan yang diberikan oleh si Abu, lantas berkata "Baik hantar murid ini ke Universiti Malaya; jawapan yang saya fikirkan semuanya salah".

P/s: Jika jawapan anda semua salah, anda adalah sama spesies dengan pengetua yang mempunyai pemikiran kuning.....hehehe

song 72 : SLow

2008-12-09T18:57:00.000-08:00

The internet is getting slower and slower every day.

Talk about streamyx being fast. Tipu lah

Its just a myth.

Song 71 : Ceramah

2008-12-07T19:28:00.000-08:00

Everyone kept telling me that the 5 hours ceramah was stupid and boring.
And i was rather convinced.

So on that day of the ceramah, the chinese penceramah came in, and i started groaning and chanting OH ANNI~

But it wasn't really as bad as i thought. He was kinda good. In fact the class was pretty lifely as he told us a lot of latest happenings and there were a lot of two-way discussions.
He was actually good and he cracked some entertaining jokes that caught our attentions.
So after that it was break time.

I really didn't want to taste the dull looking food sold there especially when the poeple preparing it looked so haggard and unhygeinic. However, i cant be picky anymore, after all, i'm gonna have to spend 3 looooong months in NS taking the same kind of food. So, it would be better if i can I get used to the horrid now rather than later.

But the food wasnt really that bad. OK la the taste~
While I was eating, I thought, maybe everyone was exageratting when they said the 5 hours ceramah was a dream making machine.

So the break was over, and everyone waited in the room.
The next Penceramah came in and started talking in his local accent that seemed like an endless chanting

Eureka!
We've discover the most effective cure for insomnia!

This was the most boring person ever~
His voice really induces sleep
he was talking to himself most of the time and everyone seemed too confused and bored to care

I was gawking at him like a stupido and deciphering every word he said that sounded more like Greek to me.

His voice really reminded me of the Craxy Kilt ARM in Marchen Awakens Romance.
Just like Rapunzel-sama said, his voice was turning my brain into mush.

Thinking that I should have a rest from the migraine-inducing soundwaves emanating from his larynx, i decided to take a look around just to discover some of the students sleeping, sms-ing, reading some other book, and pretending to listen to him while they are definitely somewhere off in a different world.

So I decided to just continue gazing at him and think of something else.
Once again,
His voice came flooding my ears and acted like lullaby, forcing me into the land of dreams.

Consequently, I slept...
Then i woke up and tried to listen again.

Yet, i slept...
However I woke up again.

Still, I slept...
All of a sudden, I woke up.

Mysteriously I slept again...
Later, I woke up again.

Unfortunately, I slept again...
Fortunately I woke up again.

Unluckily I slepy again...
Luckily i woke up again.

And the cycle happened again and again until his speech ended.
finally it was over~ (Amitabha)

After that, i went home and slept all over again....

Song 70 : The Girl I Slapped

2008-11-01T11:53:00.000-07:00

Think back at those days when I was little, I couldn’t help but to think of myself as a jerk. I realised that I really didn’t grow out of it yet. I still do some very hurtful things to people.

So back to the post’s title. Hard to believe? Yeah, I really did slap a girl. But that was about 10 years ago or so, but recalling that incident still hits me with pangs of guilt.

Ok, that thing happened in Smart Readers. It was triggered by something really silly and stupid. You’ll never believe what caused this.

Shu Pyng, my sis and I were arguing with a boy and a girl about Chinese deities. We were talking about which deity was ori and which one was pirated and which one lagi power (Well, pardon us! We were still kids and didn’t know better!)

As you all can expect, both sides weren’t really agreeing with each other. We were saying things like “No, my god is real one. Your one fake one!”

Haha. We were just like kids bickering which superhero was more powerful, just that our little debate involves Gods(OUCH!)

The argument started heating up, and all the “Shut up!” and “Stupid!” started coming in. Then, I felt something exploding in me and my hand struck her face, like it was a reflex action.

It was a terrifying moment. Her spectacles were dangling down her face as if it was broken and she stared at me with her confused eyes.
Everything happened so fast, it was too fast for everyone to absorb.

She kept looking at me for 2 seconds I think, and everyone maintained the silence. It’s like the whole world stopped turning because all their eyes were set on this little drama going on.

After moments of silence, she started sobbing and yelling furiously, blinking away her tears.

A series of events happened after that. Her parents came, my parents came, they had to apologise profusely, and I was cursed with this memory of slapping a little girl.

Ok

THE END

Or so I thought…

I thought after that slapping incident, it would mean bye-bye forever, and we will waltz away from each others’ lives.

How wrong I was. Our paths crossed a few times again, but I never realized it was her till a few months ago.

I was in Miss Leow’s Chemistry tuition, when memories of the past flooded me once more.

Miss Leow was talking about esterification, and blabla
Esters have fruity scent, some esters smell like oranges, apples, strawberries….
Yeah
Strawberries…..
I started dreaming again….
Strawberries in Cameron Highlands…..
Stawberry flavoured Cloud 9 candies….
Ichigo 100%, the stupid harem manga that revolved around strawberries….
The Smart Readers mascot that was a strange strawberry with hands and legs….
The girl I slapped in Smart Readers….

NO!

Embarrassed over the past and feeling myself blush, I tried to prevent myself from remembering that incident by looking around and thinking of something else.

Then my gaze landed on this girl before me…
I realized she just rebonded her hair and her curls were gone…
Then I looked away to think of something else,
Something hit me like thunder

My eyes slowly crept to her face once more and I gulped, feeling something tucking my intestines.

OH ANNI!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was her, the girl I slapped!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we were in the same tuition since form 3, and I never realized!!!!!
She had the same face as that girl I slapped! Same name! And the spectacles! (Though they were completely different, but just imagining it the specs dangling from her ears, hits the jackpot!)

Thank goodness, I don’t look like anything when I was little, or she might want to return the favour! HAHA

Ok I think at this point, many of you already know who got slapped, but its all right.
It was a wrong I did and I really wanted to amend this.
Well, I’m not asking her to slap me!
But I just want to say I’m sorry…

Song 69 : Quotes quoted

2008-10-30T20:21:00.000-07:00

Its been 5 years in that school, and many of us will part ways very soon. Yeah, there has been bittersweet memories that has happened here, and despite how bitter or sweet they are, we will cherish it for the rest of our lives.

So let me peevishly remind you some of them! HAHA. These are the 10 whackiest, funniest, weirdest, wittiest, spiciest, most vain, sensational, controversial, contradicting words ever uttered, besieged by these walls of 5Sc1.

Though some of them might tickle you to death, while some will make you decay with disgust, lets just let the people who quoted it remain anonymous, since everybody in the class knows who quoted what and when. Let's just cherish these and laugh at it when we are worlds apart in the future.

"After NS, we meet in Prima la. I will Have four girls in my car!"

"Aiya, my muscle so big. Lorry come, i point one finger at the lorry, also the lorry musnah one"

"Nobody warned me... Nobody... Nobody..."

"I so handsome, she dont want me, never mind..."

"Long distance relationships wont last one, must be like me!"

"After SPM, I want to take Form 6 here, so that i can become the Head Prefect!"

"Sir, my heart swollen already lah"

"Aiya, my girlfreind 100 times prettier than his girlfriend lah!"

"Stupid Bit**! I hope she fail her SPM!"

"Why they always want Convent girls only one ah? Come la, I go Kow one TMGS girl for them to see!"

song 68 : personality test

2008-10-27T20:12:00.000-07:00

You Are An INFP

The Idealist

You are a creative person with a great imagination. You enjoy living in your own inner world.

Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.

It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close to you.

But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.

You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

What's Your Personality Type?

Haha since i was young i have only considered the three jobs stated
I'm not really open minded
but its true that i strive for relationship that is important to me
LOL
Coz i dont care what ppl i dont know think of me, and i will let relationship rot if i think its pointless
yes, i'm hesitant to let ppl know me

song 67 : Bored

2008-10-23T20:59:00.000-07:00

Beyonce has a new name

It's Sasha Fierce

=_="

song 65 : Recession killing phones?

2008-10-23T19:06:00.000-07:00

jeez, recently a lot of walkman phones stopped production. So these are the 3 cheapest phones left.

This is W200i, price around 300+ for AP
I will definitely not buy this phone no matter what
Worst walkman phone ever! (Pardon me, Jacy, for condemning your phone)
-VGA camera
-128x160 pixel
-65,536 color CSTN
-No bluetooth
-Infrared port
-M2 Card Extension

This is W350i. Second cheapest phone, 400+ fo AP. Has all the same functions as W380i
But the design is like one of those ancient motorolla phones.
Maybe it was meant to have the retro look...

This is the third cheapest phone, W380i, currently 460 for AP (the price is dropping very fast)
Got a feeling the price might drop a lot more.
Not a popular model really...

I realise that the prices of phones are getting flushed down the bowl recently. Could it be due to the recession? Cause in economics, low sales will cause prices to be cut to encourage more sales...
Or am I wrong about that economics thing?

Now all the 3G models are so much cheaper compared to two months ago.
Even that Sony Ericsson Cybershot phone with the round buttons (forgot the name of the model)
is now 700+ only for midland phone. So i think the price for AP around 590+

Song 64 : LCR the Phone Junkie

2008-10-20T19:37:00.000-07:00

So let's see... They say that we'll be getting RM300+ after coming back from NS (gov's generous offer). So before going, I already knew what to spend the money on! A new Walkman Phone!

But dont get me wrong!

I'm not a phone junkie! Its just that recently, i'm having a bit of trouble with my phone, the joystick is ruined!(never ever buy a phone with joystick) Plus there is no memory card slot to store my songs. Much to my chagrin, my MP3 mysteriously broke down ONE DAY after the PC fair (if only that stupid thing rosak earlier, then i can get another one at a low price la, but NOOOO it just had to go banannas ONE DAY after the PC FAir!)

So i've been going songless for some time.

Initially I thought of getting another MP3 player, but considering my phone's annoying joystick, I thought what the hell, might as well get a new phone. So i've decided what to do with the NS money, way before NS even started! XD

Currently I had my eyes on this phone

Its the Sony Ericsson W380i!
Price for AP is around 500+

But considering its horrible functions, I'm Pretty sure the price will tumble.
The functions are shitty for such a price!

-1.3 Megapixel camera with no video recording
-Only 300 hours of standby time
-14 MB internal memory with M2 Card extension
-176x220 pixels screen
-weighs 100g

In, short, very bad combination. It's a bad deal

So why on earth did I say i want to get it?

Sigh...
People like me have an inexplicable lust for clamshell phones. Just because its a flip model, I am willing to turn a blind eye on the horrid functions.

I have always longed for a clamshell phone (hehe) Crazy for it more than other shapes. Even slide leaves no impression on me, but a flip phone will definitely make me go ~WOW~

SO its like i'm buying a phone just because of the pretty design despite its bad insides.
I feel like I'm really turning into a phone junkie!

Compare that phone just now with this W610i phone

It has:

- 2MP cam with recording
-350 hours of stanby time
-64MB internal memory with M2 Extension
-Cam with LED flash
-weighs only 93g

Conclusion, its a much better phone than the clamshell one, as it provides all the optimum functions for only RM400+

Its a much better deal really. And it triumphs W380i in every single aspect.

But if only this phone was clamshell!!!!!!
Argh!!!!!

I really cant believe my obsession for flip phones is going to lead me into becoming a bad consumer!
Sheesh
I think I definitely am one of those phone junkies now

Song 63 : When i grow up

2008-10-15T22:59:00.000-07:00

When I Grow Up
Pussy Cat Dolls

When I heard this song's title, I thought "Hey this might actually be a good song!" I actually thought the Cats are finally going to sing something meaningful and inspirational to the youths out there.

But when is heard it on hitz tv, Gosh, it was a nightmare.

The song was horrible and there was not a single tune in it. The lyric's goes like "when i grow up, I wanna be famous, wanna be a star, wanna have boobies."

This made me think "what the?" Is this what they want to teach the younger generation?

I wonder what will happen when lil' 6 year old girls tell their mum, "Mommy, I wanna have boobies."
The next thing you realise is that the plastic surgeons around the globe are earning millions form kindergarten girls that want to have silicones slid under their chest.

Haha

I think they should really start singing songs that have meaning in it. What's with "loosen up my buttons babe" phenomenon?

There is nothing special about the song at all. The only thing that lured people into listening to it is the sexually suggestive music and the videos with scantily dressed females. Besides that, I cant see the reason, why they can crawl up the billboard with that.

And what's worse is that the band is made up of only one real singer whereas the rest are only serve as highly decorative tools to skip around in videos in their tighties to harvest erections.

Anyhow, I honestly think that the Nicole girl really has big talent to sing. But it really surprises me that she would rather waste her talent away by singing such songs and devoting herself more into dirty dancing than singing.

Is it true that erotic video clips can gather more people?

Hmm.. I dont really agree. If people want something that can excite them, they would have watched other stuffs that are the real thing (ahem) Plus, all that fierce dancing is not sexy in any way at all. Its disgusting and annoying.

Its synonymous to a guy scratching his private in front of a girl.

HAha
pardon me for saying that, but that's the closest thing i can think of.

Anyway, you might want to try listening to Daughtry if you dont like the Pussy. Daughtry is definitely one of the best bands around! Superb voice and a heart of gold for the poor, that's what they are!
They are one of the only singers that give back to the people. Cant wait for another album from them

song 62 : Julius Caesar = Ancient porn?

2008-09-24T03:43:00.000-07:00

i found this article today in wikipedia.
Twisted is what i call it! Its so wrong! LOL
Anyhow, you can have a look at it and judge it yourself. And i wonder what will happen if we write this is SPM??? HAHHAHA

"Gender critics argue that the bonds between the men in Julius Caesar appears to exceed mere friendship, or homosociality, and cross the line into homosexuality. Some critics, such as Barbara Parker even argue that homosexual love among Roman men is an implicit theme in the play. According to this argument, Brutus and the conspirators kill Caesar for the same reasons that Brutus and Cassius argue at the end of the play: admiration has turned to desire for sexual domination.^[11] This is based on the idea that, in Shakespeare's day, in an England ruled by Protestantism, Catholic Rome was often viewed as the "Whore of Babylon". Many church leaders in Rome were rumored to have practiced sodomy, and the area was frequently alluded to in England as being full of homosexuals.^[12] Thus, where Brutus says: "But, woe the while! our fathers' minds are dead / And we a govern'd by our mothers' spirits", Gender critics see Brutus expressing a homosexual femininity. Caesar, also said to be feminine, wishes only for the company of men, and the women around him are sidelined. Men engage in more loving conversations with the men in their lives than with their own wives.^[13] Parker thus portrays the relationship between Brutus and the rest of the conspirators as more like a group marriage than simply a friendship.^[14]

Using phallic and yonic symbol theory, gender critics suggest that the funeral scene is both the climax of the action of the play as well as the sexual climax. Behind the rhetoric of Mark Antony, Parker sees a sexual rhetoric of seduction. Antony uses his funeral oration to seduce the crowd from Brutus back to Caesar. The wounds in Caesar's naked body, for Parker, represent vaginal orifices.^[15] Antony also mentions Caesar's will several times. It signifies both his actual will as well as his sexual will (chastity) that kept him from coming at the conspirators' request.^[16] In this view, the funeral represents all the stages of sex, ending with the burning of Rome representing orgasm. Antony thus re-energizes the Romans and Brutus and Cassius have to leave the city.^[17]"

Song 61 : Tagged by sze wei

2008-09-13T07:42:00.000-07:00

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
I dont know. most likely no

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
Random

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
neither. I love myself more! haha

4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
never

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
guess so

6 ) What's the best thing to do with the one you love?
eat?

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
that is up to you to decide, but that's that.

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
I love my parents....

9 ) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
Childish

10 ) What would you say to playboys/playgirls?
If they are my friend, Good Job! If they break my friends hearts, Bitch

[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1 ) Best place to cry?
anywhere

2) Who do you love the most?
My family.

3 ) Tell us about ur dream last night?
cant remember

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
yeah

5 )The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
It's not my fault

The last person..
-you had a beer with?
I dont drink beer anyway

-you went to the movies with?
Family

-you talked on the cell phone with?
friend

-you hugged?
parents

-you yelled at?
tian jian. He was getting annoying again

In the last week have you..
~Kissed someone?
No.

~Danced crazy?
No.

Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
Talking to somebody who pretended to like me when its just all show.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
Wish this world is free from jealous, pretentious and power crazy people

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Shinjuku

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
yeah, i think i did

Are you old fashioned?
I go for cheap things. So yeah

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
love them

What thing would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
My camera

5 Facts About Me:
siao
unpredictable
whacky
out of this world
not normal

5 Things that Scares Me:
Multiple faced people
annoying people
ghosts
exams
insects (sue me!)

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
we will meet again by jason paige
forever young by alphaville
tooi kono machi de
my best friends
with all your heart by plus one
goodbye days by yui
you and me and pokemon

7 Words/Things I Always Use:
you want to die ah?
go hell la!
shut up la!
You wait and see la
Doshite?
Nani o?
I'll kill you!

I tag...
ern wei
kenny
kok leong
foo mun
chan leong
siew hoong
mun keong
weng chiat

song 60 : Trials

2008-09-12T18:54:00.000-07:00

exam season now
wont be posting for some time

mina-san gambateh yo!

Song 59 : Percubaan SPM Soalan Bocor 2008

2008-09-04T18:53:00.000-07:00

you wish!

Haha!

That was what dragon ball and his friends thought!~

LOL

we were looking at sexy leg's photo's through a friend's phone and damn was it funny~

The camwhoring shots accompanied by the image drawn with the msn pen tool, side by side is a sure laugh! It was so hilarious that i couldnt stop laughing.

Then, someone came up with this wicked and twisted idea to blutooth it around! And Yea~
We changed the phone's name to percubaan soalan bocor and started giving people false hope of attaining an A1!
An golly~
When dragon ball opened the pic, was he shocked to see a picture of a camwhorer stretched across the screen of his phone, with a naughty caricature beside it! Then their group of friends started giggling

LOL

well i know what we did was kinda wrong, but we are actually doing her a favour ma!
Since she wanted to be that popular, we are helping her boost her appeal ma!

HAHA

Song 58 : Poll for fun

2008-08-28T08:26:00.001-07:00

There's a new poll in my blog (look at the side of my blog)

well if u feel like voting, please do and share ur comments in this post

comments can be based on
-attitude differences between them
-different personalities between them
-and so on

however, please do not comment based on looks

if you really really have to, praising looks are allowed, but please don't attack any of their looks

anyway, this is for fun

just wanna see your opinions

SO No hard feelings ya!

Song 57 : Just for fun

2008-08-24T22:04:00.000-07:00

Congratulations , you are...

Mr Miyagi of myveryownglob.blogspot.com

You are witty, and you know people from places. Those two qualities and others make you a very popular person among your peers, because they want to hear you dish out filthy backstage gossips. You also have a knack for inventing new words to suit yourself. You are a very loyal friend, and would jump into the ocean if your friend asked you to. And that's probably gonna happen if your friend gets too jealous of you getting all the girls/guys.

Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

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Congratulations lim chong ren, you are...

minishorts of minishorts.net

You are outgoing, direct, smart, pretty, and a definite go-getter. You are frank, a little too frank perhaps that sometimes you get on people's nerves and make them very upset. If people attack you, you hit back with triple the force without blinking because you are the kind of person who knows exactly what you are talking about or else you wouldn't talk about it. Your quick-thinking is what makes you special. You are an elitist.

Which Malaysian Blogger Are You?

Song 56 : Kuala Lumpur, Melaka and Nottingham U

2008-08-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

i really enjoyed my holidays this time. I dont know why. Though i could swear is wasnt as fun as others that i had, i really really enjoyed it!

so we had this company dinner in an old and lousy hotel. Well, it wasnt that bad. On second thought, musty carpets, smokers in the ballroom, and horrible music accompanying us the whole night.

Yup, it was bad..

the string of oddly dressed performers were the worst add of the night.

Imagine men in their forties, trying to fit into tight white tees with their paunch bulging out, only supported by leather belts that may give way anytime. And those sunglasses! Ugh! they look like some "lao hiao" apek that just discovered the forces within after a dose of Tongkat Ali!

and nope. No picture of them here coz i wouldnt want to corrupt my memory card with such hilarious yet grotesque memories!

but surprisingly, the food exceeded expectations. Not bad for a hotel that gave such a negative impression.

next day, went to Ikea to have lunch.

The food was way way good!

By sniffing the aroma wafting around the cafeteria, you would salivate so much that God would have to look for another Noah!

After lunch, my sis and I hung around Ikano and the Curve.

Everyting in Ikano is big! From the shoplots to the urinal!

However, the curve was just another one of those fashion courts that was intended for ladies.

So after going to KL, It was Melaka!

Ming Hong's parents decided to stop subscribing for Astro as they reckoned enough was enough! That kid has been gluing his eyeballs onto that idiot box 24/7 and it was high time that something was to be done!

And so, the smart card went poof! And my viewing privilages went poof along with it!

And my uncle's wife has not really improved that much in her housekeeping skills as compared to the last trip...

So as usual, tip toes in the house. Wouldnt want to get your soles one something foreign, would you?

Since its a village there are tonnes of subject for me to snap with my camera!

Later we visited sek kia eenh temple to drop something there and went to dataran pahlawan to have tea Or coffee (literally) since we went to old town cafe. The toast tastes really good, but the price was a little unreasonable. kinda expensive actually.

We met up with our uncle there, and headed to his house.

this is my cousin btw, AKA along-to-be

After the melaka trip, we visited my sister in Nottingham U

Really envy my sis! Its such a cool place there!

there are ducks in the lake too!

Hope i can study there too

Ja, Gambateh yo Ren San~

Anyhow, I wish i had a Digital SLR...

Song 55 : Program Latihan Khidmat Negara

2008-08-13T01:39:00.000-07:00

I got chosen for it

sigh

half of the students from my class were compelled to go too

and they are:

wil shen
sree
tian jian
manee
harin
suresh raj
jason lew
siew hoong
william
janathen
xian yung
kenny

Some of them havent checked yet. So the real figure isnt confirmed yet

Anyway, i'm kinda ok with this idea of going there, its like some kind of American summer camp that we watch in movies

It might actually be fun, who knows?

Not trying to be sour grapes or a hypocrite, but since the events turned out like this, might as well look at the positive side rather than sulk right?

Anyhow, i find it a little annoying that people laugh at us and say "good for you! you will suffer like in hell! You will eat food that taste like shit there!"

I know that they are extremely delighted that they weren't chosen, but must they tell us all these?
Its hard to be optimistic with all those words that they are saying

But im trying
and so are the other 13 people (the number might grow)

thus, if you are on of those that go around saying words like that, think again.
Some people are already down with that idea of going there and shaving their scalps off, and you on the other hand, are busy mocking them.
I'm sure you wouldnt like that done to you too right?

So my advice, dont do it.
Instead of making all that "you die d la" comments, just console them and remind them its not that bad.

Song 54 : We're one family

2008-08-09T07:06:00.000-07:00

The Olympics 2008 opening ceremony was so good!

I really liked it as it talked a lot about Chinese history.
The use of a scroll like screen to depict chinese history is very creative indeed.
The part where the dancers swayed and painted the paper simultaneously was beyond this world!
And the children painting the paper to show how important it is to instill environmental thoughts in children! Nice!

The part which i liked most was the Taichi part!
DAmn cool!
The pearl silk attire and the laser-projection really worked!
It really showed harmony between humans and nature, which is what taichi is really all about!
and
Taichi is the coolest martial arts in the world!

Anyway, it seems that in this world that has such relative harmony on the surface, but is actually churning with grudge in the core, I find myself really impressed that all these countries that has always pointed missiles at each others' faces would actually put all that war nonsense aside and actually come together for the spirits of sportsmanship.

It's like Sports is the unity factor in human relationship.
in the arena, its as if everyone puts their black hearts away for once and let their hair down.

Looking at the opening ceremony, you cant help but to believe that for once, eternal peace can be achieved.
I mean, why not?
If we can do it for 17 days, why not longer?

Sometimes i wish that the Olympics can last forever.
I'm Sick
Sick of all the fighting and bickering...
Why cant we stop killing each other?
Why can't we just adopt the habit of giving each other a big hug and sing compliments in each others' ears like in Barney and Friends?

Maybe this world really is decaying.
Maybe Nostradamus wasnt wrong

Song 53 : How to play volleyball

2008-07-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

This year's Hari Koku was definitely the best in my whole 5 years in SGI! The volleyball match was so enjoyable. Everyone loved and laughed watching it.

The six teams in the volley competition were
-Drama Club
-Apachi Sareng
-SPBT
-Interact Club
-Jaspal & Gang
-Football Team

TJ, Kenny and I were sitting on the "umpire's tower" and watching and laughing the game from up above
Dont know where Kenny went, but i think he was searching for his bottle. And oh, its Gus's leg up there...

So first round,

Drama Club Vs Apachi Sareng
Winner : Apachi Sereh
Score : 4-15

Lol. This was the match that i enjoyed most.
When i was told that our club's opponent was Apachi Sareng, I went blur and thought that our club was playing Achi Duduk! haha
It sounds so alike!

Anyway, this is our prettiest member and the most popular Georgiana among my classmates, Felicia.

Not the one in front!

The one at the back la..

Anyway, Felicia is also known as Mulut Laser because her voice sounds very cute, but her words can be very razor

It was really funny, because nobody knew the volley rules and ended up whacking the ball out of confusion. It was like, Eh my turn ah? How? Do what?
Haha

Luckily we had Ern Wei who was a school volley player. Helped us out a little.

They were having so much fun hitting the ball! Watching them playing was enough to rid you of melancholy and induce severe laughing syndrome in you! HAHA.

In the end, Apachi Sareng won, and one of our players were like, "Huh? Over already meh?"
It was so funny!
LOL
Everyone including those from Apachi Sareng were laughing.

So round 2,

Apachi Sareng Vs SPBT
Winner : SPBT
Score : 14-16

This is another very fun match. This time, it wasn't funny, but it was nail-biting, because the scores were so close.
When Apachi scored the first point, i forgot who is was supporting and clapped along with the rest. Then, Kenny cured my Alzheimer with his glare and my hands went dead instantly.
HAHA
At first the SPBT were leading, until the tables turned and Apachi gained total control of the game. However, when it was Seiw's turn to serve, he generated miracles!
The Apachi Geng were unable to counter his ball, because it was a very fast ball that slowed down drastically when it reached the opposite side. Very tricky indeed.

With that, they served all the way to victory

Later R0und 3,

Interact Vs Jaspal & Gang
Winner : Interact Club

Jaspal & Gang were pretty good. But As expected, Interact was better.
Vikinesh was running around like a madman, after the ball!
HAHA
After such a terrible year of fines and screams under him, we finally managed to enjoy a little scene, depicting him as a victim for once.

Finally Round 4,

Interact Vs SPBT
Winner : Interact

I was rooting for SPBT throughout this match because my friends were in SPBT. Plus, they only had 3 school players in their team whereas SPBT boasted with 5.
This was a very tensed match.
Anything could happen as they were nearly equal in strength
Kenny, me and TJ were jumping up and down, each time SPBT got a score.
But among us, Kenny was the most enthusiastic, because he was an SPBT member.

However, Interact won in the end.

Anyhow, it was a close fight,
Everyone did well
and most importantly, it was pure FUN~!
HAHAHAHa

Song 52 : Redo?

2008-07-22T05:26:00.000-07:00

My Mom Just got the answers for the SPM add Maths Project 2008, and the JPN wanted the ICT graph to be a straight line graph passing through the origin.

*SIGH*

A lot of people are going to get really mad then.

But after all that bickering two weeks ago, I think he should just give us bonus marks for it coz the instructions given were very vague.
It could mean anything.
So why not just accept whatever answers?
I mean, it's not really that important right?

Song 51 : Spongebob Squarepants ?!

2008-07-18T08:59:00.001-07:00

The ceramah given by Big B was sorta boring. And I slept throughout. Really Induces sleep.

Well, we have been listening to her boobbing about the subject all year long, what can 2 more hours do? As far as we're concerned, we have already digested every single word of hers on the subject. So is it a cardinal sin to sleep in this situation?

Guess not.

Anyway, I was so restless during the whole two hours. Played tic-tac-toe with Yew Cheong, Joo Gin was watching the game through a convexmirror and
Tian Jian was drawing his favourite Spongebob Squarepants again.

I didnt find the drawing rather unique, so i rubbed some parts of it with the sushi eraser and created a whole new character!

HAHA

Boon Chin called it Spongeboobs Bikinipants!

Fascinating huh?

Anyway, things weren't really going easy for the prefects this week. Lots of trouble arising and haunting them.

This week, the Tangga Ketua got the infamous Georgian Omboligeh line.

It started when She yelled "masukkan baju awak!"

Then those hooligans hooted at her.

So, she reached her peak and yelled "Awak semua diam!"

After that, came the endless Omboligeh combo that went on and on till Miss Yoong came. The next thing we knew, Fithri was already whacking those boomboxes.

We didn't actually saw him swinging his cane, but judging the horrible wail following the loud whacks that could be heard from our class, we could tell that he wielded it more like a katana than a cane.

Too bad for the monkeys~

And oH!

Drama Club is also joining the volleyball match for Koku day. And our team consists of 4 guys and 4 girls.
I know, its hard to win when there are no volleyball players in the team and the school volley players will be establishing a team for interact and SPBT.
But I guess they were just joining for the fun of it....

However, the real fun begins when the drama girls start playing volley. As we all know, our drama club is home for the most charming and voluptuous girls in the school, so the secret move

>>>>>>>>>SEDUCTION!!!!

Our sirens will be in the frontline of the war, enticing opponents and driving their eyes away from the ball, to their soft and fair legs wheras the back row strikes!!!!!!!

HAHA

With this, even the school team stands no chance!!!

Muahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Song 50 : When girls get fierce

2008-07-14T08:44:00.000-07:00

today Taiping (a week ago actually, coz i delayed this post haha) witnessed the rise of a new Georgian head prefect!!!!
His name....

Gan Jin Keong
(again, I'm not pretty sure of the spelling)

Anyway, Tian Jian was laughing like hell when they announced that during perhimpunan, drawing everyone's eyes.

I stared at him and said 'everyone is staring at you.'

Then he casually replied, 'then they will know our head prefect is a joke.'

I replied back "You are the joke"

Honestly i really didn't expect gan to be head. Thought it would be Mugi. But we were pleased he wasn't! haha

This year's prefectorial board is the ultimate proof of women power. The whole board is dominated by amazons! The male prefects are pretty much overtaken by them.

This is the first time i am seeing a form6 boy being normal prefect and the first time seeing a female ketua bahagian and penolong KP!

Geesh...

Even the girl prefects are more strict. Agnes was dragging hooligans that don't seem to know how to tuck in their clothes whereas I just saw a male prefect dancing the hula hula while on duty today....

Weird =_="

And of course the convent ex head was pretty much scary too. When i mean scary I dont really

mean she is SCARY but

SCARY as in the way she walks.

Her body is so straight that its impossible and it seems so forced. Reminds me of a flamingo....

Lol

And as expected, our class flirt was enjoying himself, disturbing her everytime she passes by.

One day, he might be turned in by her for sexual harassment! Haha

Surprisingly laser girl wasnt in the prefectorial board. With her pretty face and baby voice it would have been a completely easy task for her to serenade the people in power with her angelic voice and snatch the head title.

But of course, if she was head, it would spell hell for us.

She isn't called laser girl for nothing ya know

Song 49 : It's fingering, licking good!

2008-07-09T08:20:00.000-07:00

Today, drama club and the debate team were given RM250 to spend on food! Miss Yoong's treat! haha

Anyway, we proceeded to KFC and ordered lots and lots of chicken.
Three barrels i think.

Hot and spicy chicken rocks~
Tastes so good

But i don't really fancy original though
Smells kinda funny...

And we found out some funny things about KFC...

So here comes the 18-sx part...

CAUTION - Do not continue reading if you are less than 18 years old.

Actually i'm not even 18. So, what the hell. Its up to you to decide whether to read or not. But i shall not be held responsible if you find this uncomfortable. And don't come reprimanding me coz i warned you....

Back to the story

One of our members cried aloud "My chicken looks like a sliced pear".
Then, out of a sudden, people started chanting the 'Yerrr....' and 'Yucks!' mantra.

And really,
there really was a lot to yuck about

because the chicken didn't look like a sliced pear at all.

But instead

It looked like this....

And it pretty much resembled a.... *ahem*

Anyway, you just have to know its an it-that-must-not-be-named.

And it has nothing to do with Lord Voldemort!

Hmm...

But maybe Lady Voldermort....

And so it was fun time! (the playing food part)

which resulted with this.....

Ok maybe that wasn't a pleasant sight. =_="

But hey, I warned you!

haha

By the way, referring to the picture above, when they said "KFC is now serving mouth-watering breakfast", are they actually referring to the real mouth?

or is it just used as a metaphor in this case?

Haha

Song 48 : A tribute to Mr Sam

2008-07-06T06:22:00.000-07:00

This Friday we went for our LIE class and watched a very cool movie. Its called Shawshank Redemption(i think) and its about prison life.

However, we did not watch the whole movie as time is limited. Will continue the next half next week.

Anyway, Mr Chan is a very dedicated teacher.
My mum said he was very sick on Thursday. Lost his voice, had a sore throat and flu (if i am not mistaken)
Yet, he refused to take a leave and forced himself to school.
He didnt even cancel the LIE class despite his condition which really impressed me,

So far i had never seen such a responsible teacher, bursting with such vibrant life and enthusiasm before!

There is so much passion in his teaching!
We can obviously see that he is not teaching for the sake of teaching, but he is treating it as if its not only his job, but his life.

Who would want to come to school every weekend and vomit tonnes of knowledge to a bunch of ungrateful teenagers, when you don't even earn a single cent?

If you were to ask me that question, i would say

MR. CHAN!!!

First of all, its not even his job to teach us LIE, but he volunteered to. He could have just made as if it wasn't his business or demanded tuition fees form us,

but NO!

Instead, he wanted to teach the convent girls without earning extra money, and invited us, georgians to join the fun as well!!!

Now, i know, some of you guys will think

Who would be so dumb to do that??

MR. CHAN!!!!!!

And mind you, he is not dumb,
but a super dedicated teacher that takes teaching seriously and lives up to the saying "actions speak louder than words"!

and for that, he is the best teacher in the world!!!!!
Yeah~

Song 47 : So what?

2008-07-05T04:12:00.000-07:00

Somehow, being a human is not as easy as it seems

No matter what you do, no matter how you do it, some people are bound to hate you.
Its hard, really.

You talk too little, people say you are cocky
You talk too much, people think you are annoying

You lose, they say you are lousy
You win, they say you don't deserve it

You have table manners, they say you are sissy(male) or pretending to be from the higher class(female)
You have no table manners, they say you are uncivilized

You follow the rules, people say you are nerdy
You don't follow the rules, people call you a criminal

Time and again, human behavior has proven that it is a universal fact, that no matter how good you are, you will never be good enough in the eyes of the world.
Nobody is perfect.

So what if people hate you?
As long as you don't deserve to be hated then have no worries!

People despise you for having good results, looking at the bright side of things, and playing with children of different age.

But yet again, SO WHAT?

I see nothing wrong in these things. Do you?
Is it written in the nation's law that you can't have good results?
Did God say anything like "Thou shall not think positively"?
Will you be damned to the flames of hell if you play with children younger than you?

NO!

There is completely nothing wrong with it! And trust me, you won't be chucked into jail for that.

Then why the fuss?
Like I said, everyone thinks differently. One man's meat is another man's poison.
So no matter how nice you are, it is only natural that there will be some dissatisfied people around you.

My conclusion is that, if people hate you, let it be.
Who cares about them?
As long as what you are doing is rationally right and does not harm anyone, then its all right.

But if you are an arrogant brat or a horrid idiot, it would be nice if you change your attitude. Don't you dare think its right to rob people, steal, kill animals, and so on.
Because its wrong!

So damn WRONG!

and yes, you will go to hell for it.

Song 46 : A lame story of a boy who annoyed me today

2008-07-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

Life was pretty peaceful today, until Big B stepped into the class shrouded with her dark aura. Obviously she has attained her Level 3 Melancholy Mode and sadly we were oblivious of it.

So the class continued chatting in their own ways while the amazon slammed her pile of boobs (Oops, I mean books) before everyone, making everyone shut their pie holes.

Gamma rays radiated from her eyes as she performed her infamous gorgon's glare.

Silence~

No one dares speak before the mighty and brutal creature.
But silence was not enough....
She wanted more....

MORE~

She wanted to induce pain and fear so unbearable in everyone's brittle soul....
Her eyeballs spun around like a disco ball while her mouth cracked open, emitting a roar of cacophony.
She got her wish, everyone was as silent as a mouse and drenched in cold sweat

But she wanted more....

MORE~

unknown spells spat out of her throat like jet as it pierced us mercilessly, leaving a hole in our hearts.

It wasn't even fifteen minutes yet, but we were already bleeding profusely and all our Mana were already used up, due to the defensive sphere spell that we have to cast every few seconds to shield ourselves from her razor words.

Then came a courageous warrior, NTJ son of NLH (or was he stupid? Oh never mind) stepping forward to claim the head of the invincible sphinx.
He forged his way through the ocean of corpses until he reached the witch's chamber of doom.

Slowly but steadily, he drew out his ultimate weapon, a nail clipper, trying to defeat the ultimate evil that has prevailed for centuries and restore joy and peace to the land.

BUT,

before that, she slashed him...

AWWW

Then, with a vindictive mask spread over her face, she slowly pulled out the intestines in our hero's (Gee, would you rather call him that?) body.

He yelled in agony as the excruciating pain traveled across his system as blood kept pouring in torrents from the crimson stained wounds.

Tears flooded his eyes as he took a final glimpse at the azure sky. Then, he lapsed into total darkness.

He opened his heavy eyelids as a huge sign board materialised before him, saying.....

WELCOME TO HELL

NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmm......

On second thought,

YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Song 45 : Oh great!

2008-07-02T08:18:00.021-07:00

School was pretty boring today.

As usual our add maths teacher was expounding alien jargons before the whole class, confusing himself with his own words along the way, trapping us as well in the web of confusion he spun.

ended up sleeping. Haha. Hey its better to get enough rest than pretending to understand when you are actually lamenting "What the hell?!" inside right?
haha

We found out the reason why Pn Zura has been missing in action
Apparently her father's blood level shot up at a very astonishing rate. May Pn Zura's Dad be well and happy.(radiating metta)

Anyway, I completely forgot about chemistry extra class after school today! How annoying. I really can't believe how I could forget such a thing! Which explains the bottle of Omega Fish oil that has been left untouched for months! Maybe its really time to start consuming it again, or I might end up swallowing Ginko pills in the future to defy Alzheimer! LOL

As the class starts at 1.30 and I will be going back at 1.45, I thought, what the hell, might as well 15 minutes of knowledge rather than 15 minutes of boredom!

After school ended, Siew Hoong, Seik San and I decided to have some Cendol!
I love cendol!
But I love Rose Ice Kacang more!
too bad there is no ice kacang stall around!

Anyway, Pau eats like a beast!

And i mean a BEAST!

he ordered a bowl of cendol as well as a plate of pasembor and gosh table manners was what he really lacked!(Maybe he really needs one of those English manners class, where he will learn to point his little finger upwards while sipping a dainty cup of tea and choose over a million cutleries just to spread butter over a piece of croissant)

Back to the point,

He eats like a BEAST!

I have never witnessed such a ravenous creature in my life before! Holding a fork for pasembor with his left hand and a spoon for cendol with his right hand, he dug chambers in the food served! Since he was burying scoops of both into his mouth, he ended up chewing a grotesque mixture of vermilion and viridian that finally resulted with a grey mesh decorating the walls of his teeth!

Oh, the horror~

And dang, I forgot that i didn't bring my chemistry notes along as well. So i ended up hiding at the corner of the library, behind Pau's shoulder, to shield myself from Pn Hin's gaze. Luckily she did not realise what i was doing.

As I am a good, kind, and understanding student (ahem) I don't want her to go ballistic over the notes thingy, because I was afraid it would affect her child adversely.

See, I'm so considerate!

Song 44 : Genius my foot!

2008-06-30T08:28:00.000-07:00

I feel so lucky today because Pn Zura was absent and she didnt give any homework beforehand!

Wohoo!!!!!!

Anyway, surprisingly, the one sitting behind me decided to puasa. Claims he will last a month before he buka puasa again. Doubt it. Mwhahahahah

That TC boy was really annoying in chemistry Tuition today. We were learning about rubber being made from latex or also known as rubber milk. Then he started saying we can produce rubber using normal milk!!

Genius

PURE GENIUS

Maybe he can experiment by injecting progesterone into his own chest and mass produce the milk drawn out from his nipple as rubber!!!!

Then we have human rubber!!!

WOW!!!!!

hE'S GOING TO WIN THE NEXT NOBEL!!!!!!!!!!!

Song 43 : Birthday at Pau's

2008-06-29T04:32:00.000-07:00

Siew Hoong's belated birthday party was sorta fun! However, the number of guests have decreased compared to last year's by a few. Maybe it was due to the Hari Komunikasi that enraged parents about their children's results, therefore forbidding them from going?

I don't know.

Anyway, I was the first to arrive, then Foo Mun, Wil Shen, Ern Wei, Mun Keong, Xian Yung, Seik San, Kenny, Kok Leong, and the rest.

Like last year, we had steamboat again!!!!

Unlike last year, this year is more FUN!

The food is better as well!

We have weenies, crab sticks (don't you dare laugh Kenny!), fishballs, meatballs, prawns (I don't eat prawns actually), yee mee, yellow noodles, meat, seafood tofu, meat, and that bean curd roll thingy.

And what's best is that we get Tom Yam as the Steamboat soup (or whatever you call it) and cold orange cordial for drinks! Pretty cool huh?

Oh, Besides the best part, I forgot the better than best part, Siew Hoong's parents aren't in, so we could do and say whatever we one, especially when it comes to the playing with food part!
haha
Ok, we didn't actually played with food by starting a food fight or stuffing weenies in our nostrils, but we got to joke around and devour our food in a very barbaric manner(So we aren't wasting)

Anyway, everyone got so excited when the pot's cover got opened that we would forge our way through the forest of chopsticks, trying to grab anything for the hungry guy wielding it.

So in the end, we decided to have a representative from each table to play the Nombor game and whoever wins get to scoop as many as he wants, to share with the rest sitting around his table, first.

Sadly we lost. But who plays by the rules!? Rules are meant to be broken!!
So everyone's ladles and chopsticks dived into the pot simultaneously despite the agreement, creating a pandemonium.

Goodness, all hell really has broken loose.

But it was fun really. And so many topics were brought up while waiting for the food to boil.

Like Siew Hoong taking Girafah's Hard candy, TengTeng and Nini embracing each other in the beach while the sunsets (haha), MunMun and his Nana etc.

We really had a good time filling our stomachs with such scrumptious food while tickling ourselves silly with all that silly jokes that keep popping up.

After that, It was PS2 time. Ah Pau's steering wheel for racing game is really sucky (he claims Xian Yung ruined it). But judging the way siew hoong handle things and his self-proclaimed ability to whack a tennis ball to the speed of 360 km a second (faster than Hurricane Nargis! Wow! a World record!) I doubt how veritable his words are. (Haha)

But it was really fun, for one to control the steering wheel and the other to control the break and acceleration. But boy, does it need a lot of teamwork! And teamwork was what Ern Wei and I lacked, resulting in a wretched vehicle that is only capable of 32 MPH averagely (hei, at least its faster than Streamyx!)

Later it was Naruto time! I sucked in this game. Like hell I do. And it seems that Mr. Pau was eagerly trying to get me to rumble with him so that he could kick my butt at any opportunity. Celaka
Anyway, The game was really Cool! The fighting style was so WOW! It actually made me feel like watching Naruto (which I have decided to watch after SPM).

I Really had a fun time there. But siew hoong wasnt that impressed with my glow in the dark stars compared to how amazed he was when he saw ern wei's manga and Foo mun and wil shen's Dumbology and KBSR Figures of Speech book.

But hey, at least its not as bad as those who went empty handed!
haha

Song 42 : I'm Sorry

2008-06-27T19:19:00.000-07:00

Look i realised what i said to TMGS was put into words wrongly, therefore, creating a misunderstanding.

Let me repeat it again,
Ke and TM were fighting for third, SGI and TM were fighting for second, and SGI and Convent were fighting for first.
(Ok the SGI and TM were fighting for second part wasn't in the msg because i ended up deleting it before sending it, as the message will be too long and will be broken into another message which is more expensive. I know its a lame and dumb excuse, but honestly that's that. I just removed it thinking its rather unimportant, but looks like its one of the most vital part)

Anyway,when I said that, I never meant to put you guys down, just that i meant that you guys should be thankful that you didn't go back empty handed unlike the other 6 schools. And i now its wrong for me to make baseless comments to explain. But i was just giving my opinion and never knew it would be made public. If i knew so many people would find out and get hurt by it, I would have kept it to myself.

Anyhow, I am truly sincerely sorry for what i said if i sliced you guys (although i know the hurt is irrevocable)
But honestly, the judge's decisions are final, there is really no point debating over whether convent should be disqualified for the floor scenes.

I know you guys are aiming for first but don't you think it's a little too cruel to get convent, that practiced 6 hours per day and ended up with sore throat and bruises after every practice, disqualified just because of 2 floor scenes that was not even a written rule?

And even if the judges really don't know the rules, i am sure that, Pn cecilia would ask the opinion of last year's judges regarding this technique, because everyone knows that she is a very experienced drama teacher.

All I am saying is every competition needs only one champion. So no matter what, we should try our best without expecting anything. That's what I told my members on the competition day.

Even if we lose, we will feel proud of ourselves because we know, we gave every effort we got and sweated a whole hell lot for it.

In the end of the day, we are all winners, each and every one of us. Let's not bother about the placing, but if the competition allowed first, second and third to the next level, I am sure we will end up seeing each other again in the national level!

Because everyone of us that performed that day were extremely good, even God can't deny that and I am sure He will give us credit for it someday, someway.

Song 42 : The Drama Ended

2008-06-26T02:23:00.000-07:00

CHE.R.RY - YUI

yeah~

drama competition is OVER.
It was held in Smk Convent and there were ten participating schools this year compared to last year's nine. Sure, the increase in the number of participating schools definitely scared us.
However, as usual, there are really only four schools participating in the English Drama Competition.

SGI was the first school to perform and I guess we did pretty well judging the applause we managed to harvest from the crowd and the zero-error in our performance.
Haha
I was really very excited before it. I can feel my stomach leaping around like a spring as cold sweat drenched me.
Wei Li did a perfect job controlling the music today and See Huang's vase breaking timing was impeccable.
Everything went perfectly well.
The telepathy scene definitely boosted up our marks for creativity while the recorded voice flashback added more sparks to the scene.
A lot of people were impressed by Daniel's and Arun's performance behind the turquoise curtain. Who would expect a little anne to be used in the scene? And best of all, the operation lighting and the covering the little anne part was nice.
Haha. A lot of people liked the "Mama! Come back!" part. They said it was effective.
However, the scene that i favoured the most was the "touching hands scene" Felt it was really touching. Haha
Anyway, we were super relieved and proud of ourselves when we got off the stage. Somehow, it's hard to believe one long year's practice ended in just 20 minutes!
But it was fun!
Seriously It WAS FUN!!!!!
Haha

KE's performance was good, however they ended abruptly with a very quaint anti-climax which failed to embed any moral values in the drama costing them a whole lot of marks. Besides that, I think people got annoyed with the scenes that kept changing every minute resulting with more curtain closed scenes than the drama itself.

TMGS was superb with their outstanding storyline and swarm of actresses speaking in a very authentic British accent. Those were definitely an added advantage for them. However, their drama gave equal focus to all characters, drowning the importance of their major characters. But I must admit, it really was a great performance besides those.

SGI pula was weaker compared to the other 4 schools in voice projection. The ligthing effect isnt really that sophisticated too compared to KE's shooting scene, TM's arrival of the witch scene and convent's beating up scene.

Convent was undeniably good (as usual). But, i never knew they could act below the stage. This could be a bit of trouble of them in the future during states level.

Anyway, yup you guessed it.
Convent grabbed first whereas TMGS gained the second runner up title.

And we, the Georgian Puppeteers 2008 / 2007 grasped the first runner up title!!!!!!!!
When they announced that, we were so happy and we started doing the Tepuk Lassalian 4 times!

I know, most schools were entering to snatch the first place, but the title that we really desperately wanted to claim was the second place! And we got it!

Don't get me wrong, I am not trying to be sour grapes, but it really was a secret among us. I mean we were also half hoping for the first place and half hoping for the other.

It may really sound weird, but we have our own reasons, that is we
-want to concentrate on our studies which we will be unable to if we go to the next level as we will be busy practicing
-are lazy to perform during Hari Anugerah
-thought we might not be in the top 3, hence, better a place than not

and because some of our members will be unable to perform the next stage, as some of us will be having trials

Anyhow, anyway, I really was blasting with joy!!!!!!
Every Georgian was!!!!!
Even Thilages (not sure of the spelling LOL) was there to join in the fun of yelling and clapping!!!
Cik Nurul, Pn Monica, Pn Susila And Mr. Koay were obviously very proud of us considering the fact that everything in the drama was handled by the drama members themselves. Other clubs didn't even chipped in to help one bit unlike other schools! However, we did well!!!!!!
So damn happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha

Especially when we found out that convent beat us by only one mark which made us feel so proud because we managed to put up a good fight against them since they were so extremely good.

Anyway, GOOD LUCK Convent drama team! Make sure you become the national champ! All SGI drama members commend your performance and are pretty sure that you gals can really kick ass in the states level!!!!!

Make us proud for losing to you gals!!!!!
CHE.R.RY - YUI

Song 41 : All the SGI Bloggers

2008-06-20T20:58:00.000-07:00

really
since this month, a whole lot of people started blogging!
And all of them have their reasons
-eager to join the fun of blogging
-want to rekindle the blogging spirit when they see their friends having a blog
-spend some time doing something fun while waiting for their anime and Korean drama to finnish downloading
-(and of course) to caci people through comments LOL

Anyhow, anyway
This blogging phenomenon has really brought us together. Now, we can 'see' each other's lives, share some friendly advices (excluding the caci part la lol) and keep in touch when we leave school.
It's really cool that many of our friends started blogging! If you are a Georgian, and you want to read or link other friends' blog, you can visit them by clicking their names on my Pals section.
Cheers~
and
Happy Blogging!

Song 39 : Sien lor

2008-06-17T06:47:00.001-07:00

once again, Pn Zuraini will not be in shcool for another 3 days!
If Pn. Zura wasnt Pn. Zura I would be rejoicing now and the class would have been chanting the yahoo mantra all day long
However, Pn. Zura is Pn. Zura!
And Pn. Zura gives less homework when she is around compared to when she's not!!
Now, what kind of teacher does that?
The Pn. Zura kind of teacher!

we can obviously see that she is a diligent teacher
However, we are not diligent students!(obviously)

Anyhow, Tian Jian was sleeping like a pig (again) in class.
This time, he slept in a very queer way. he actually looked emo when he got drifted of to slumberland!
His face was so emo and his hands were sticking out like an emo zombie
So I decided to be a good pal and paint his fingernails blue with my buncho poster colors to enhance the emo look
Things were going on well until i painted the last finger, then he popped his eyes open and went "Why my fingers so cold and wet one ah?"
As his gaze shifted to me, he spotted the brush in my hand and discovered that he had azure nails.
In the end he ended up wiping it on my face
So LCR ended up having blue streaks across his features

What a noble way to return my favour!

Song 38 : No beef for buddhists?

2008-06-14T05:45:00.000-07:00

Suddenly i had this urge to grab some Big Macs and Have a big chomp
i really can't remember the last time i devoured one, i think it was 3 months ago.
how awfully long
I know what many of you are thinking now, How can a Buddhist possibly eat beef?
as far as i know, there are three main types of buddhism
-Teravada
-Mahayana
-Vajryavana
In case you didnt realise, most of these buddhists that abstain from eating beef are actually mahayana or Taoist. According to my dad, they don't eat beef because the God of mercy, Guan Yin does not eat beef as she was derived from a Hindhu god.
As we all know, Hindhus don't eat beef as cow is considered as a sacred animal in India.
So now we all know why some buddhists eat beef while some don't and why some become vegetarians on certain days while some don't.
by the way
I am a teravadian buddhist

Song 37 : Apple Sundae = Orgasm?

2008-06-14T05:31:00.000-07:00

Macdonalds' Apple Sundae is so delicious that it is synonymous to orgasm.
Ok maybe that is not a good simile to use
but it really tastes good
yummy
the sweetness and tanginess of the sundae lingers in your mouth when you sink your teeth in it
accompanied with a tinge of sourness, this little ice cream is definitely going to tantalize your tastebuds and let you have a glimpse of Nirvana

Song 36 : High School Musical poll

2008-06-14T05:06:00.000-07:00

Who voted High Shcool Musical is not childish? I demand to know!

Song 34 : EMO?

2008-06-04T10:51:00.000-07:00

Ok
more and more girls are undergoing this black metamorphosis and turning themselves emo!
EMO!!!!!
What's so nice about being emo?
Life is so dull with only black and white and streaks of blue!
Then, why turn emo?????
What happened to the good old days when girls adore themselves in pink and hop around, humming?????
What happened???????
Now so many girls are painting themselves pitch black and wailing how unfair the world is!!! They go on sorrow overdrive when they trip over a bannana skin and start flooding the Earth with their tears as if Noah was waiting with his gargantuan arc!
I don't get it.

Song 33 : High School Musical

2008-06-03T02:27:00.000-07:00

This is the suckiest movie I ever watched. It is so lame and gay. I really think that it is overated. Stupid show
Every now and then I hear some dumb kids (teenagers actually) yell high school musical rocks!
I hate that show

Song 32 : Monster of Melaka

2008-06-01T01:16:00.000-07:00

the facilities in Melaka are really improving.
The last trip we had wireless and now we have a plasma tv and astro!
wow`
then it wouldn't be that boring here anymore,
or would it?
it may appear as a blessing on the surface, but deep down in the core, it might actually be a bane.
As Astro has five 24/7 cartoon channels, now we couldn't watch anyhing else but baby cartoons!
I woulnd't really mind watching cartoons, but that darn MH keeps changing the channel every minute. Just when we were about to absorb what's happening, boom!
the channel switches
now this gets really annoying when we can't even say anything. This spoilt brat will go around begging for sympathy from his parents if he wasn't the lord of the remote.
Among all i dislike MH the most. In fact, he is the only one i despise.
His voice is freaky and the way he acts is freakier.
Argh!
He is a pampered brat.

Song 31 : The end of NIE

2008-05-29T07:45:00.001-07:00

Innocent (Studio) - David Cook
Oh the ache! The pain! The suffering!
The NIE Campaign 4 Rewards this year was definitely a fatigue hell!
Ohhh... The pain! the unbearable and excruciating pain!!!!!

Ok cut it out.
It wasn't that bad,
but on second thought, yup it was that bad!
BAAAAADDDDDDDDD!!!!!!~~~~
Our group got flamed when we showed mis Nurul our posters! Apparently, cleavages aren't supposed to appear in posters!
Fine, we overlooked that matter. How sad that we printed it already and then boom the cleavage! Atika was rather unimpressed with the boob show.
Don't get me wrong! the poster wasn't obscene, but it seems that the outfit worn by the lady wasn't decent. It was a victorian era boatneck dress. But what's wrong with that?
Well, we forgot the fact that many Malaysians are not really open minded.
In fact narrow minded.
In greater fact, Pin-hole minded!

And so I ended up doing another 3 posters in an hour. How aggravating! And it wasn't my job in the first place! The reason i asked Chen Hoe to join the group was because he claims that he can learn up how to use photoshop.
Although I actually Know how to operate it a bit, i was lazy to do that as I was assigned to the summary already.
However, as the story unfolds, the fact that he is incapable of even selecting and cutting pictures using the program was revealed.
And poor LCR had to do the job that was assigned to someone else. Alas, I managed it, but i swear, I shall devour that peperroni pizza of Yeong Chen Hoe!
Anyway, we finished in time and Siew's aunt printed it for us in her shop. The results were breath taking.
As the printer and ink was of undeniable quality, the posters appeared like winning ones that demand eyes to lay on it for hours.
Of course, it was not JUST because of the ink, it turned out perfect because of our hard work. Although we kicked off half-heartedly, in the middle of the way, we managed to gain momentum and Wallah! our posters managed to impress!
We definitely feel proud looking at our posters, thinking, Wow, we made it!
Not only did we made it, we aced it! haha

Song 30 : Pollution in friendster

2008-05-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

Every day Friendster is being polluted. how? Nowadays, more and MORE people are adopting the silly habit of camwhoring. Well, honestly I woulndn't mind if they were to camwhore once in a while, but look at these freakos! The whole album is full of their faces, same place, same time, just different angles. Just because they cock their heads a bit to the right, then they bob their head a bit to the left, stick their tongue out like a mongoloid, suck their finger like a baby, and wallah~! They get four DIFFERENT pictures! God save these pea brains!

Besides that they go around sending testimonials like "HEHE haihai, Please comment on my picture ok? Muax XOXO ^^" Like hell who would? Such a lame thing to do. Have they no shame? Oh, I forgot, people like this have skin thicker than the Great Wall of China.

And the online pollution aggravates when people start adding people that they never even knew exist! then they say "HAIHAI thanx for the add ya^^, Mind intro ah?^^" Thanks for the add my foot! How come, all of a sudden they pretend as if they are the ones that approved the request rather than sending it? Oh, they are too ashamed to let people know that they added total strangers. Thank the skies and the earth that these brainless creatures know of the word 'shame' after all!

And what's with the Mind intro ah? Yes! We mind! Thank you! Who would want to expound your private information to foolish people that you don't even know of? Oh, and weren't they supposed to know who the person they are about to add is before adding? What happened to the "please continue adding if you are truly friends with XXX"? Oh I get it, people like this get blind temporarily and then, they would suddenly regain their visions when they start sending Thanks for the add!
Ohhhhh,
what a miracle! Praise the heavens!

the worst thing is that they go around having their silly oh-I-have-got-more-friends-and-testimonials-than-you Olympics!
People like this are really annoying. They go around hopping and throwing petals, chanting "I am popular 1000000000000x"
As if you are! You go around adding people you dont know and sending testimonials like "hihi intro la" and you dare say you are popular?
I, no, WE call that cheap and shameless!

Song 29 : My lengluis (haha)

2008-05-23T21:01:00.000-07:00

haha
got bored during exam so i drew it. I didnt really give much attention to the girl behind so she looked pretty funny. But the one in front is kinda kawaii!

Song 28 : Snails and fishes

2008-05-23T20:09:00.000-07:00

Haha, kinda bored today, so I took a few pictures of nature and surroundings.Nice boh?
This is a rose given to my mum on teacher's day. Dunno la who give it to her, but im happy as long as can take nice pictures! haha
Oh, my aunt from england just came back. And The first thing she commented on was my dad's aquarium. She asked my dad "Eh, you feeding snails or fish?" which was kinda funny because in one way its true. there are a whole damn lot of snails in my dads pond. More than fishes. Scary

Song 27 : Exams are over!!!

2008-05-23T07:31:00.001-07:00

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (for now)

Song 26: Cook!!!!

2008-05-23T07:25:00.000-07:00

Cook won. I was waiting to watch the result show repeat in 8tv this Friday as we don't ahve any more exams after that. But ern wei go potong ppl's steam. Sigh. Cook won, he shouted in bio tuition. Gone was the anticipation that has lasted 6 months

Song 25 : Wesak Eve

2008-05-23T06:27:00.000-07:00

Wesak Eve in SBS rocks! As usual the night started of with the offering of lights like every other year. After that the devotees are able to choose to go for either guided meditation or to watch a movie called Little Buddha.
However, I didnt really find the movie pretty interesting. Little Buddha is a movie about Buddha's life from his previous life as a goat until the day he got enlightened. Well it is kinda nice but which Buddhist doesn't know of Buddha's story? Lats year they had a documentary on Buddhism which was much more interesting, as they went deeper into Buddhism. However the little Buddha wasn't too bad too.Anyway, surprisingly, there were a lot of lalas coming here. And all of them were dressed wrongly for such an ocassion. I find it pretty annoying that they come all the way to the top of SBS and think that it's a fashion show featuring them. Lalamuis were going like "Yay, my hair is slithery silkier that yours and my layered dress is pom-pomier than yours!" wheras lalazhais were comparing the amount of decorations hanging down from their rainbow-inspired christmas tree pants. I wouldn't really blame them if they were to treat somewhere else as their imaginary runway, but here? In a monk monastery? No No NO!
Oh anyway, we transferred merits to the Nargis victims and the earthquake victims in China. May they be well and happy.

By the way, I guess the thing I enjoyed most that night was the fireworks. The opalescent display of light and sounds was so captivating that many couldn't help but to sigh and gasp in adoration! Who wouldn't? It was ad if the sky was adorned with millions of pieces of gems.

Oh i nearly forgot, the food "Monaed" there was great! from Yam cakes to curry puffs. Yum. But i didn't really like the noodles. Kinda bland. But who's complaining? It was prepared for us with a sincere heart, and that's all that matters (according to Lay Hoon la). So sadhu to those that spent their energy and time preparing them!And then. it was time to go home.

Hmm, this picture is kinda scary. But I like it! haha

Song 24 : Chemistry!!! Why???

2008-05-17T22:17:00.002-07:00

I hate chemistry
and chemistry hates me!
Arghh!!!!

Song 23 : Refugees (Question 5)

2008-05-17T05:33:00.000-07:00

The inferno of rage blazing in your chest, ravaging every sense of humanity left. Do you know how it feels like? The pain and anguish searing across every nerve in your system, lightened only by the desire to seek revenge. Do you know how it feels like? When life is drained of all its life with nothing left but the sole purpose to torment the ones who tormented you. Do you know how it feels like?

I know.

The whistling of the wind grew louder, as the gales scooped up a cloud of dirt towards my face. I was left coughing unbearably like an old hag as my hands flailed instinctively before my astonished face.

Once again, I was snapped out of my daydream. I rubbed the sides of my eyes gently, as the vision of a dense forest appeared before me.

At this point, you may be asking, “Why would a kid like me, be taking an afternoon nap in the middle of a tropical rainforest?”

The answer is simple. I have no home. The same goes to the rest of my family and friends.

Well, we once did in the land called Nusantara – the country where everyone always had a blissful smile carved on their faces. The country that was always bathed in the tender golden rays of the sun and vibrant flowers bloomed gracefully below, forming a breath-taking carpet on the earthian floor beneath. The country that bore the most delicious fruit in the world, that gushes down your throat with a sweet and warm sensation, as you sink your teeth in it. The country that was the closest place in the world to the mythical kingdom of Shambhala.

But that was once upon a time ago. Then, Nusantara was disdainfully robbed of its beauty when the avaricious leaders of Sangsara arrived with their metal birds and fearsome tanks, devouring it ravenously, for their own selfish sake and announced it their own. In just days, the country that was diligently built by its people was reduced to a wasteland of mere ashes.

Stripped of our rights to live, we were compelled to leave our homes and were banished to the forests.

Now, nothing is left for us. No home, no food, and no hope. Nothing. The word ‘Nusantarans’ gradually faded, only to be replaced with the term ‘refugees’, whereas the fallen land vanished completely from the world map.

Destiny. Quaint yet curious destiny, like spindles of fate, weaved by an unknown force to produce eye-catching tapestries, depicting tales of victory of great heroes and empires. Yet again, what happens to deformed artworks of losers like us?

Abandoned and forgotten. Nobody cares about our mere existence. Why should they? They are too engrossed and preoccupied with their materialistic thoughts. Why should they notice redundant minor characters like us, lamenting and begging for mercy behind the stage, when they are so busy performing major scenes?

A drop of tear rolled down my cheeks, lubricating my epidermis with a warm feeling.

War and violence. Life is nothing but a sick joke. Jokes meant to ridicule folly and frail creatures like us, to entertain the great and mighty beasts.

Maybe, just maybe, all of that will change. Who knows? Maybe one day, the Fates will finally have pity on us. Maybe one day, the people of Sangsara will finally realise their flaw. Maybe one day, a kind and magnanimous Deva will descend from the heavens above and grab us out of this torture chamber.

How naïve. Why dream of such absurd nonsense when you obviously know it will never come true? Why waste your time? Or is it just the human thing to do? To dream no matter how impossible it seems?

The massive sun began to dissolve behind the lofty peak of the mountains. Even the sun is deserting us. Are we really that loathsome and repugnant? If so, why us?

I bit my lips, outraged and dissatisfied. A feeling as bitter as bile flooded me. My left arm attempted a vain endeavor to hurl the earth that I had held so tightly till now, at the gargantuan ruby orb, while the index finger of my other hand stabbed at it.

“This is your entire fault!” I gave a harpy’s screech at the inanimate object, “Why can’t you shine upon us? Why let us live in shadows of misery?”

Maybe it seems rather stupid, blaming the innocent sun but, when you are down and dejected, it just feels so good to put the blame on someone or something. Never do we realise that when we start pointing a finger at others, we are actually pointing three at ourselves.

“If you despise us so much, why don’t you just disappear?” I yelled at the top of my voice as those words escaped my larynx like a jet.

“Is it really the sun’s fault? It does provide us with light and warmth, you know,” whispered a timid voice behind me.

I turned my face to glare, just to discover a girl of a few years younger than me, standing weakly and wearing a solemn mask. It was Li Hwa.

“You stupid fool! What do you know? If its not, then whose? Who made our life such a pain?” Tears rolled down my face before I even know it.

She raised her gaze and squeaked, “We are always given choices in life. The choice to do what’s right or what’s not. The choice to either look forward to the future or to sulk over the past. The choice to look at things optimistically or pessimistically.”

“Choices my foot!” I retorted offensively, “We were born to suffer! And what’s with optimism? Can it give us food? Can it give us respect? Can it make death relinquish Mum and Dad from its grip?”

She trudged a few steps backward and fell silent.

We never spoke again since then.

Somehow, it feels so good to snap at someone when we are upset, but do we consider their feelings? Wouldn’t they be upset as well? Wouldn’t they snap at others too? Wouldn’t it return to us one day? Wouldn’t it be a vicious cycle?

Days passed like the beat of my heart. Yet, no amendments were made to our relationship.

People say we should apologise when we are wrong. Sorry. Such a simple word. Still, there is always an unbreakable barrier between us, blocking our apology from getting out of our throat. Why? Egoism? Or rather, stupid pride?

The blast shook the atmosphere accompanied by a series of ear-splitting screams. All hell has broken loose.

Refugees were shooting off in various directions, running for their lives, as the Imperial Army of Sangsara gave chase with their weapons of mass destruction.

Apparently, they were given orders to wipe out the remaining Nusantarans. They have taken everything – our home, our country, our family and friends. What more can they steal from us? Don’t they have feelings too? Don’t they know how we feel? Or are they just thoughtless golems and senseless myrmidons?

People were everywhere in view, some lying motionlessly and some gasping for their last breath. My eyes scanned the area for my sister as my legs sped at increasing speed.

Then I saw her. Li Hwa’s left eye, studded on her crumpled features, was badly ruptured. She was crawling feebly on the sandy floor due to her broken legs and she was soaked in crimson droplets. Yet, she managed a weak smile as her eyes met mine, despite her condition.

Then, another blast was heard. She completely vanished amidst the maelstrom of dust surrounding her. Every part of her that I had hurt with my words was blown to smithereens by the grenade, tossed by the Sangsarans as I was only capable of watching helplessly in agony.

When you are in the wrong, you should say you’re sorry at once. Sometimes, you never know whether you will see the person you have offended again. Maybe your apologies will never be heard.

A mixed feeling of rage, disgust and sorrow welled up in me. My eyes swelled with fury as I could feel my heart imploding into a million pieces.

A bereaved and incensed wail escaped my lips, as I lunged forward with all my strength, ready to strike one of those heartless Sangsarans. Suddenly, my steps came to a halt as a loud bang hit my eardrums.

Many reckon that optimism gives you a false illusion to conceal the dreadful truth. But, no matter how true or false it is, it is enough to provide us with a light of hope, to strengthen our will to face the ever-changing course of destiny.

I feel myself falling backwards, as a sharp pain pierced my chest and the pandemonium went on without me.

Why do we dream when we know that they won’t come true? Or how sure are we that they wouldn’t come true? How about the dream to soar above the wide open azure sky? If it wasn’t for that dream, how would the aeroplane come about? Dreams are bridges to the future. We should never underestimate the strength of dreams because no matter how impossible it may seem, there is no doubt that it is still possible.

There I was, lying on my back and facing the vast sapphire sky. I could hear muffled cries and tremors of the stampede crawling up my spine. I could feel a warm liquid oozing profusely out from my wound. Am I dying? Somehow, it felt like everything didn’t matter anymore.

Injustice and grief. Life may seem like a sick joke that we guffaw to the world when the joke is on others and mourn to ourselves when it is on us. But, if we learn to laugh when the joke is targeted on us and cry when it is aimed at others, then we will be the ones laughing at life till the very end.

My vision started to smear as an endless tunnel of light flashed across me, so bright that it was almost blinding me. I could feel myself floating so lightly and moving towards the shimmering lights ahead.

Hatred, prejudice and wrath. Why are we treating our fellow brothers and sisters like that? Aren’t we all the same?

We’re all refugees. Each and everyone of use. We were all born to a land of innocence and freedom. However, as time matured, we were driven away from it by feelings of envy, gluttony, lust and abhorrence that began to stir a war in our souls.

Still, a small part of us yearns to return to the land we once belonged to. Some found it. Some, still searching.

I could see the light getting brighter and brighter as I was drawn closer and closer to the end of the tunnel. Voices that I recognised and never knew I would listen to again, greeted me with sheer delight. Right now, I know that my journey has ended. I have found the land of eternal happiness and paradise – Nirvana.

What am I? A refugee. Who am I? A Refugee who has finally found refuge.

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This is my 2008 commonwealth essay entitled Refugees. If you are also a participant, would you mind posting yours too? thanks!

Song 22 : To crown which David?

2008-05-15T08:45:00.000-07:00

Both the Davids will be competing against each other in the finale next week! Wonder who is gonna win? Both of them are loaded with tonnes of fans. Anyway, anyhow, get ready for some rock and R&B in the finale! BTW Syesha is a good singer too. Just that the davids are really fan magnets.