i hate myself.
how stupid i was!!!!
How could i possibly be so stupid?
how could i let go of the bridge to my dreams????
It was my final chance, yet i relinquished it a like naive and oblivious child....
I had already figured a rough idea that would have stood a fighting chance...
yet...
how stupid i was...
now the place i had always dreamed of going, faded away...
all that i have worked for these years
gone and crushed to mere bits of nothingness.....
the final ship has sailed away,
leaving me behind,
stranded in the middle of this voyage..............
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Song 16 : The drifted boat
Sung by C. Ren at 10:22 AM 2 Rhapsodies
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Song 14 : Boredom is an assasin
I am bored
so bored
so damn bored
so f***ing bored
so boringly bored
I'm bored!
Sung by C. Ren at 5:22 AM 1 Rhapsodies
Monday, March 10, 2008
Song 13 : A Glutton's Quest
Today is mainly about shopping in the complexes in KL. Don't get me wrong, when I mean shopping. I don't mean SHOPPING coz shopping are for girls (haha, no offence but that's true). Guys just laze around the area to enjoy the air cond and look at the antics of bargain hunters, forging their way through the crowd of late evening shoppers.
It was kind of boring. The actual real reason why I went shopping is to have a taste of one of those scrumptious Aunt Annie's pretzels. But, too bad, I missed the shop in 1 utama. So, when we were in Subang Parade, I decide to go for the Salami and cheese Pie and the Chicken Mushroom Pie of King Pie. It was great!~
That's the real fun of shopping - to move around aimlessly and to pamper your stomach with those lovely fast food.
YUM~
Oh, I bought myself an Eoin Colfer book too. It was called Half Moon Investigations. I have been wanting it for so long! And for some reason, Popular sold it for onlyRM16(they may have placed the wrong price tag on it) so I grabed it as quick as possible and paid for it!
MWahahahaha
Irish authors are the best! They have a heck of a brain full of outstanding ideas! I have always placed Irish authors on my list of highest respect, Followed by English, and Americans.
My parents and I had dinner with my sis today in Asian Cafe. I had one of those korean version of ramens called ramyun and it comes with some kimchi. The noodles was good, but I didn't really liked the Kimchi. It tasted too sour. Our chinese Kiam Chai tastes better!
haha
After sending my sis home, we wentto visit my fourth aunt and her family. The cousins there are really high on sugar 24-7!
haha
they are so hyperactive and boisterous!
Then, about half an hour later, my second uncle dropped by after work.
So all of us went for supper!
haha (wow, we really ATE today)
Me and Ah Yi ordered Ice Kacang. Ah wei, An and Leng Lui had soft drinks.
gOSH, 4 EE TIOW ordered a huge plate of wa tan and 20 pieces of chicken wing!
haha
it was fun, really
I guess children aren't that annoying after all.
Sung by C. Ren at 8:30 AM 1 Rhapsodies
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Song 11 : Auguries
Today's card is supposed to be the inverted card of 'The Chariot', which marked the advent of bad news. And true enough, Dinesh's grandmum passed away which will definitely affect our teamwork's progress.
SIGH
Well, it really can't be helped then. Besides that, i got 68 for Chemistry. I actually thought that for the first time, I could actually obtain 80+. But I seem to forget the fact that Puan Hin is an obscenely strict marker that gives marks based on keypoints.
Apparently, I missed out some of them which she reckon is important. How sucky, I bet that can be considered as bad news too.
watched American Idol results show today
The top twelve are out
ASiah'h, Kady, Danny and Luke didn't make it.
It's too bad that Asia'h has to go. She was really goood and i can't seem to find her flaw. However, i knew that Kady and Danny will not be in.
That Kady girl sings really good, but like Simon said, she has no personality on stage. And i realise the fact that, she is always trying to sing like Britney And Christina Aguilera. That's bad because she does not sound original.
I was satisfied with the fact that Danny got booted. When he impersonated a bitch's 'wat eva' after receiving Simon's comment. How Terribly Stupid. He really obviously don't realise that by doing so, He is landing himself in hot water. Simon is a very influential judge. People take what he says seriously. He may think that is hot, but by doing so, he is showing that he is arrogant, bitchy and a sore loser. Well, in the end, people did proved that, what he did was certainly not hot.
Sung by C. Ren at 7:03 AM 2 Rhapsodies
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Song 10 : Unsevered ties
Chemistry paper was quite easy today.
Not much tough questions, but puan Hin is kind of a strict marker
so i can't be too sure of my results.
I did a one card reading today and got the reversed Death card.
The card told me that there would be a reconciliation in relationships today
Fair enough, i was no longer angry with Ashley anymore over the duty case
it's a good feeling really, to forget all your rage and to talk to the people you were mad at without such awkwardness and dislike.
It felt like my soul became calmer after that. haha
Sung by C. Ren at 4:25 AM 1 Rhapsodies
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Song9 : Gluttony is a Cardinal Sin
WOW
Today's a great day
I had mee rebus for brunch
X meal and some cheesy wedges for lunch,
mexican bun for tea
and 4 scented fried rice for dinner~!
wow
That's life
Eating and eating
lol
On the other hand,
my head is exploding due to all the reading i have been doing! My god, i hate it! Biology is annoying!
anyway
i saw a Kodak prof. cam that only cost RM889 (it was on offer)
[Btw, TS mentioned that it is some sort of half proffesional and half consumer kind. Prosumer she said. haha]
It's not bad really, but it's only 7 megapixels which is sorta low. well, cheap things don't come good, good things don't come cheap.
haha
But i really must admit drooling when i saw one!
Prof cams are so cool! one day i MUST own one!
hahaha
Sung by C. Ren at 7:57 AM 2 Rhapsodies