Song 94 : Triple Payback

Dont be happy.
Your sigh of relief and contentment
will soon be replaced with sleepless nights.

Your disgraceful triumph will soon be a major liability
that will haunt you
Your name will be severely tarnished
You will lose the trust of all
and all that praised you
will run out of their resevoir of honey,
and instead spit toxic in your face

You better watch out

Judgement has come for you

Song 93 : Form 6 is turning crazy~!

i was dumbfounded when i read my friends' blogs about form 6 being extended to 4 o'clock.
This is seriously sick to the core!

how can anyone stand it?
Imagine sitting there and listening to cik loke whole day....

GOD

I will die man...

Although i am not staying in form 6, but i cant help but to feel aggravated by this weird change.
Its demonic.

Song 92 : Lim Sze Wei

My sis was supposed to wake up early today
she sorta set her alarm clock in her phone early i think

But she kept snoozing it whenever it rings
i think she did it over 6 times already

Already 1 o'clock
I dont think she'll be waking up soon.

so, what's the point of snoozing the alarm if you dont intend to wake up at all?

Song 91 : Lies, vanity, delusions of grandeur

Super emo post
caution



YOU never had the strength to begin with
YOU

YOU
are a mere weakling with mere illusions of strength to conceal your repulsive frailness.
Cheat, lies, frauds
The triumph and joy that you experience does not belong to
YOU

YOU
stole it from others' who deserve it more than you
Thieves, muggers, robbers, rapists

YOU
are weak

YOUr
victory is a lousy lie to fool
but
YOU
can never fool us, the ones
YOU
stole from

YOU
can lie to the whole world and yourself,
but trust me
GOD
Knows

YOU
think all of us dont know what sort of trickery
YOU
used?

YOUr
parents are not dead, yet you claim they are
YOU
are an unfilial child and a traitor to our nation

YOUr
parents earn big bucks
yet you pronounce them misers
YOU
dont know how much this means to us

YOUr
parents are money vampires
still
you declare them retrenched and jobless
YOU
are just a lie

YOU
YOU
YOU
YOU

YOU

I know who
YOU
are

Or rather,
YOUs

live in your puny world of lies while you can
It will be discovered soon
Immerse yourself in your cheats while you can
because it will be known soon

YOU
will face the consequences of your own actions

YOU
forgot that
YOUr
parents
all pay taxes

YOUr
little play will be revealed very soon

Song 90 : I'm writing

My first homework after 6 months!

Wow

I kinda miss the homework feel

Yay!
we got sweet Pn Hin as our Chemistry teacher :D

Pn Hin rocks~

Song 89 : Happiness

I feel really happy and proud today.
Dont want to elaborate much, will tell you guys later.
But this will end well
They sure are great people

Song 88 : Apachi Sareng strikes again!

I was kinda puzzled when i found out that so many people were lamenting over being sent to george for form 6

I was thinking "Is my school that bad?"

Today after a few loud whish-whashes, from our students during orientation

*SIGH*

I couldnt help but to nod in agreement

song 87 : this is not the end

This post of mine might be a bit emo
so i would like to apologise if it offended you in any way


I feel very sore.

I didnt get JPA

I know JPA isnt the end of the world.
But i cant help but to feel sore

I got 10A1 and one A2 for biology, excluding anopther A1 for GCEO.
Applied for engineering

feel very down and dejected

If i know, i should have done some major adjustments to my parents income in the application form like thousands of dishonest rats out there

really unhappy now


so i dont know

maybe there are more opportunities out there

maybe I'm just unlucky

this feels like a sick joke
and i really wish someone can really pop out and explain the punchline soon
but i know that there will not be any jesters explaining and expounding it to me

anyhow, this is reality, and i know, i'll have to hammer this repulsive nail of truth into my head


but

one door closes, another door opens

every cloud has a silver lining

when the going gets tough, the tough gets goings

every ending is a new beginning

i wont give up

not just yet

you just wait and watch me JPA!

I promise you

I promise all of you

that read this post

the world has yet to see the last of me

I will make the best environmental chemical engineer ever!!!

it has always been a dream of mine to protect the environment

and it will not end here

this is not the end

this is not

i dont care how

but i promise you all

that you will all not witness me as the rejected JPA guy you saw in years to come

you just wait JPA

you just wait

Song 86 : Fat Cells

Looking back at the pictures i had before NS, I realised i was FAT

To think about it, I feel so gald i got chosen for NS now.

Lost so much weight there.

I looked like a puffy goldfish before NS!

Song 85 : Edison Chen again

It has been a year since, Edison Chen's interesting pictures, featuring Bobo Chan, Gillian CHung and a few othere female celebrities, surfaced in the net.

This year, the computer technician, Sze Ho-chun, who stole those indecent pictures Edison took while he was on heat with the girls, was found guilty by a Hong Kong magistrate of three counts of obtaining access to a computer with a view to making a dishonest gain.

In my opinion, this Sze guy really deserves it.

I think its terribly sick to betray the trust of a client like that and its horribly unprofessional.

So maybe he was tempted beyond control to copy all of pictures in edison's laptop.
But even if he couldnt control himself to do so, I trust he could control himself from selling those pictures to other clients, right?

This sicko here obviously lacks respect for the privacy of others.

Now that he ruined the career and tarnished the image of so many girls,
i hope he's happy.
Inconsiderate and dim-sighted people like him deserves jail for at least three years.

Anyway, last year, many girls (young princessy pre-teens especially) posted in forums and blogs saying things like "I hate edison, he's so unfaithful!! I trusted him!!!!"

WTF
Since when, were they in the position to assume the role of a wife?

They are not even legal yet!

for god's sake, he's not in love with you silly girls!
Stop your unrealistic waltz in your tall imagination, for your queer fantasy is a far cry from the real world

He's not in love with you, and will never be
Get over it

And some say, "OMG, i was his no. 1 fan, but i ~~~~ing hate him now!!!!"

=_="

If you really are his no.1 fan, shouldnt you support him at crucial moments like this?

And for those that call those girls that are in the pictures, cheap sluts,

well, that is their private affair isnt it?
just because they are pretty and glamorous, that does not mean that they can't have a life of their own

If you are saying these girls are corrupting the minds of our little ones by performing such indecent acts,

think again

They did not post their pics in the net for the whole world to see.

That was Sze Ho-chun's work.
So, blame him.