song 107 : All The Best SGi Drama

To our SGI drama members,
good luck in the states

do your best
I'm praying for you guys

you can do it!

Honor Virtutis Praemium

song 106 : Insensitive article

to the journalist who just lost his/her brain,



Whether or not Yasmin Ahmad was known as zulkilfi or whatever
we are NOT interested to know
we have not the slightest interest to pry into her dark pasts

so if you are trying to popularise
your dying and dull newspaper
by tarnishing the image of others;
i suggest you stop now.
You are only making a huge fool out of yourself
and gathering more people who will hate you

you may think this is funny and could give cheap publicity

Wrong!

This is not funny AT ALL
and yeah
its CHEAP!

nobody will even bother to take a glimpse at your articles in the future

song 105 : Rest In Peace

When MJ passed away, i wasnt really sad (at all)

but now that yasmin ahmad just departed

I'm damn sad
I'm now in the comp lab, posting this,
and my eyes are slightly watery

she was the best,
honestly

A star just fell from sky above
wherever it fell i do not know
but no matter where it crashed
i will always remember its shine till the end of my life

song 104 : Ren's 4 hours of mild depression

dear friends and family

things are fine in nottingham

i'm adapting well

Today we had Light, Waves and electrons

and i realised
things are not fine

not fine at all

i realised i dont know what the bleep was even going on
the feelings are mutual to all my other friends
everyone was whipped into a whirlwind of immense confusion

for once, i felt so helpless and unintelligent

when class was over,
i fell into a state of mild depression

some thoughts actually popped in my mind

was i really meant to be an engineer?
was taking up the course of engineering a wrong choice?
am i really a science person?

i kept falling deeper into the black hole of helplessness
then jacy and kin wai phoned me for dinner
we started talking about our ENOLWA class
and we decided that this is only happening to us because its like our first time doing a physics equation in 9 months
this should be normal

Plus photons are like something alien to us
first time hearing it
i mean, all of us used to have problems doing functions when we first started form 4
but in the end, wallah.
its like the easiest chapter for us.

then, i realised that whether I'm suit to be an engineer does not depend on one question.
i'll go forward and move towards my shining star no matter what.

so we studied together
and we worked it out!
we realised that the only reason we dont know how to solve the problems is that we did not understand the formula and the symbols.

the tutorial that i thought will be very hard, turns out to kinda easy somehow.

maybe i make judgements too early about the subjects befor i really get to know it
so
from now on
i will try my best to
OPEN MY MIND,
BEFORE I MAKE IT

Song 104 :

I'm getting used to my life here

Will post some pictures soon.
HOpefully this week

Song 103 : My drama, Our Story

My life is a drama
My world is a stage

Recently, my stage has been adorned with numerous breath-taking props, and my drama was illustrated with countless colourful characters.

However, another scene is about to start, and all this will be taken away behind the curtains

all the props, all the great actors and actresses

all of them,
taken away from me

but
i know
one day
i will return to this scene with the same backdrop once again

Till Then
Goodbye

and
Thank YOU
For splashing your individual hues on my moving portrait

Thank you

MOM, DAD, Grandma, Grandad, Kuma, Ting Shan, Boon Chin, Weng Chiat, Kok Leong, Jin, Wai Yee, Shok ni, Pei, Yen, Mun Keong, Suresh, Shereen, Kalai, Geet, Azim, Thuan Jee, Dennis, Joshua Anand, Joshua Loke, Siva, Hong Zhen, Sherman, Calvin, Kevin, Chan, Jern Siong, Weili, Sinnu, Amar, Chi Ming,

Thank You
For your willingness to act on my stage
Thank You
For making my drama a better story

We will meet again
then, we will act in another scene again
all of us
together
like we have done before
and continue the legacy of
OUR STORY

Song 102 : The Unhappy Happy Ending

I thought things are going to be easy
but its not

I thought i could waltz away from my old life like that and live in a whole new world without looking back
I thought wrong.

I'm reluctant lo leave
I dread leaving the drama members

After meeting the same faces every single day,
I feel lost without them

They are more than my juniors,
They are
my friends,
my brothers,
my family

Guys
I will never forget you

NEVER EVER

goodbye