i realised that i have really turned into a vindictive and bitter person.
after the JPA incident, i promised myself that i will never be defeated again and i will always stand up to those who oppose me.
These really led to a series of unpleasant events that really changed me
I became a sadistic freak
I was consumded by grudge
I Fought back at everything
I returned hatred in triple
That small incident has really turned me into a beast
I really threw away my human heart
i was inhumane
you think i'm exaggerating?
think again
Last time, if i were to see beggars on the street, i will take out my wallet without hesitation
But now,
i will think that, "Why must i give my money to you? why must i help you when nobody helped me when i needed and deserved it?"
I know
I have became and kiasu and kiasi idiot
I hurt people i know on purpose, and i feel happy doing it because i wanted to inflict the pain that was casted upon me, on them, to show them how it made me feel
you can say what you want about me being a lunatic monster
I dont mind
Because i agree with you
i really hope that i can change
the desire to prove my worthy has conquered me inside out
even my sister has been complaining how insensitive i have become
and no matter how i hate that, i have to agree with her
So now that i realised, i really want to change
and liberate myself from this silly vortex of spite
5 Rhapsodies:
lol.ren.kiasu and kiasi.hahaha!
well,nvm.hope you do the best in changing.we will support you.
pirate seller rox!
"eh,clear liao bui?".LOL.
I will always miss you,our Ren.
You are still the same Ren to me.
Maybe more handsome.*thumbs up*^^
*will be waiting for your return,so we can siao again with wai yee!*
lol... change for the best. I'm sure you can.
^^
its ok.
ren, change ur inner can d.. nonit change luaran d... u cukup yeng n handsome d..
hope to see u soon.. then we go kisiau at ts..
its good that you acknowledge that and even better that you vow to change. Good luck and may you be well and happy! =)
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