This is a really important year for me

Entered uni.
Began to be true to myself.
Finally shared with my parents, my ambition since form 3
Got new friends.
Changed my outlook
Lived without my parents
Extended my tiny world
walked out of the dark
Leant how sceintific real science actually is

and many more

anyhow, happy new year people~

Nerdy Eagle

I found out that people actually said I was a nerd and an eagle last time.

Even till now, I was never a person to judge others based on looks.
I refrained myself from discussions denouncing the appearance of others to the level of an animal. Its just something i felt not relevant.

Its just unfair to ignore the feelings of others like that, by judging them based on the outlook.

But much to my chagrin,
I was also a victim

Yea
I know I look like a nerd with my thick glasses concealing my small beady eyes and I look like an eagle with my screwed-up eyebrows

But hey,
I'm not an object for you to laugh at.
I mean if its so funny to laugh at my face, look at your own.
I bet it will be funnier

People like you who are ugly both in the inside and the outside;
You should just get a mirror and laugh at your own revolting face all day long

I thought I was invisible.
Guess I'm wrong after all
I still fit in one of those conversations meant to condemn looks

That was last time

I dont know how nerdy or eagle-ish I am now.
Maybe you should compare your own face with mine now, and determine which is nerdier? ;)

Let me justify my point here
If you were to insult the physical of others, I strongly suggest you look into the mirror before giving any snide remarks
You may not have any feelings, but others do.
So please respect them

PS : I honestly felt that those who used to diss me are in no position to comment too if I were to judge them physically

Home

I'm in taiping!~



But how come nobody's here?!

MY decision

I decided to take this approach from now onwards after some time contemplating

I feel that as a fellow coursemate, i need to inform you whenever you do something wrong and silly like that

I rather be considered the evil one or the one with the so-called bad mouth for now.

But I'm really really doing this for your own good.

You will never know you are wrong, unless someone tells you. And I am willing to be the someone

You may develop an animosity towards me, but I rather you do, than I watch you cross over to the bad side like that, and remain silent

You were so much of a better person last time

Maybe, you dont need to return to who you were, but you should at least change for the better

Life is about becoming a becoming a better person.

I feel i dont believe in being who you are and everyone else must accept it.

Of course, that concept is applicable to a certain stage, but it should not be used as an excuse to run away from the truth that there are problems with you attitude.

I am willing to accept your physical and other things that cant be changed.

But

for things that can be changed, and should be changed, I am unwilling to compromise

Please do not use the concept of "I'm just beinf who I am" to run away from things

I killed a person

Its reaching the end of semester 1.

After spending 2 semesters here, i would say that life gets more interesting day by day.

so many bittersweet memories we shared together =)

such fond memories

SIGH

Despite that, I still cant bring myself to ingnore the bitter moments that clouded them

Today i woke up feeling terrible and guilty.

I was invovled in a conspiracy against a certain someone.

Someone who is often judged unilaterally.

Someone who used to be a great person.

Someone who used to help me regardless of the situation.

But, that person has changed.

His desperation to vye for popularity and seek attention became his undoing.

The fact that, there are many other things he did that pissed everyone, booked him a

one-way ticket to become an outcast.

Now, he is like a tiny island besieged by us, rough oceans.

But

he still tries his best to fit in no matter what.

His attitude sickens me, but his perserverance amazes me.

The fact that he is human like all of us, shows that he need friends. But everyone, including me are turning our backs against him.

Then, i question myself,

Why did I opt to exile him?

why couldnt i just accept him for who he is, or just help him change?

Maybe i still lack compassion

Maybe i still need to learn how to practise metta

SIGH

I dont know how I can stand being in his shoes; carving a fake smile on his face to hide his sorrow, pretending he is still part of the family despite knowing that he was already disowned, and facing people who refuse to face him.

No man is an island. And no man deserves a treatment of that sort.

but his sickening attitude is really distasteful, and it annoys me to no end

SIGH

this is a post, full of contradictions.

My heart tells me to avoid him, but my conscience tells me to befriend him

What should I do now?

I really dont know

Tolong lah T.T

Who has a car???????

i really want to go to Cheras pasar malam next wednesday.

Its the biggest pasar malam in Malaysia

About 1 km long

PLease!!!!!!!

Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really need to go.............. T.T

I want to eat the taiwan pizzas, penang asam laksa, ice blended honeydew, and so many more there...

A new moon in 2012

2012 was an underated movie for me.

For a movie that kept the level of suspense so high throughout 3 hours, and still managed to infuse so many sub-themes and moral values, it should be receiving more publicity than it is already enjoying

Despite being such an emotional and solemn movie, it managed to slip some humor very effectively in between.

The character development was extraordinarily good for a Hollywood movie

Definitely the best movie so far, this year (I'm still reserving judgementns for Avatar)

Watched it in Midvalley

Till today, the tickets are still being sold at an astonishing speed

New Moon was utterly dissapointing and way overated.

The pace was way too slow for me.

It didnt appear to be anything like an action-romance movie as it was publicised.

It was just pure romance.

The wolf-figthing scene was a letdown

And the fact that the wolfs look more cute than aggresive, was really frustrating.

Watched it in Pavillion.

SO was the movie that bad?

well,

About 15 people left their seats in the middle of the movie

(nobody leaves their seats in cinemas)

Chances are, if you are a girl, you might like it, coz of all the romance and shirtless men

But

if you are a boy, I sugggest you think twice before watching it.

my life now

this is definitely a boring semester

SIGH

I'm going back to taiping for Kathina

I'm sorry

i realised that i have really turned into a vindictive and bitter person.

after the JPA incident, i promised myself that i will never be defeated again and i will always stand up to those who oppose me.

These really led to a series of unpleasant events that really changed me

I became a sadistic freak

I was consumded by grudge

I Fought back at everything

I returned hatred in triple

That small incident has really turned me into a beast

I really threw away my human heart

i was inhumane

you think i'm exaggerating?

think again

Last time, if i were to see beggars on the street, i will take out my wallet without hesitation

But now,

i will think that, "Why must i give my money to you? why must i help you when nobody helped me when i needed and deserved it?"

I know

I have became and kiasu and kiasi idiot

I hurt people i know on purpose, and i feel happy doing it because i wanted to inflict the pain that was casted upon me, on them, to show them how it made me feel

you can say what you want about me being a lunatic monster

I dont mind

Because i agree with you

i really hope that i can change

the desire to prove my worthy has conquered me inside out

even my sister has been complaining how insensitive i have become

and no matter how i hate that, i have to agree with her

So now that i realised, i really want to change

and liberate myself from this silly vortex of spite

song 113 : JPA Scholar

It took quite some time, but they sent me an offer letter

Now, ren is under JPA in Nottingham

song 112 : A new style

I just got my hair cut in malacca

RM34.40!

most expensive hair cut i ever had

but i was pleased with the results
so i guess it was worth the money

though its severely pricy

song 111 : I think

I just realised something

The the Devil's Advocate is an improvision of an episode of jigoku shoujo

song 110 : H1N1

H1N1 is getting more and more serious
and every day, the number of people falling sick in my campus increases,
now i'm wearing a mask to leture everyday
better safe than sorry

Song 109 : Solitude and Sorrow

this is the first time i ever felt so lonely and sad in my life

and ironically the date today is 6.8.1991

I want to go home

this is the first time ever this date came without the presence of my family

i miss them,

my mum, dad, grandma, grandpa, sis and aunt

but

these are trivial matters, and its about time i learn how to get it off my head

song 108 : Midnight Melody

SGI Drama TEam 09' / LMS Representative

competed in states level today.

Midnight melody was awarded Best Script

And LMS snatched first place in States

will be representing Perak in National Level!!!!!!!

well done SGI team
I am very very very very proud of all of you.

I seriously hope i could see you guys perform in national level, if my exam date does not clash with your competition date

first time ever st. george represented LMS

and

First time ever St. george represented Perak

song 107 : All The Best SGi Drama

To our SGI drama members,
good luck in the states

do your best
I'm praying for you guys

you can do it!

Honor Virtutis Praemium

song 106 : Insensitive article

to the journalist who just lost his/her brain,



Whether or not Yasmin Ahmad was known as zulkilfi or whatever
we are NOT interested to know
we have not the slightest interest to pry into her dark pasts

so if you are trying to popularise
your dying and dull newspaper
by tarnishing the image of others;
i suggest you stop now.
You are only making a huge fool out of yourself
and gathering more people who will hate you

you may think this is funny and could give cheap publicity

Wrong!

This is not funny AT ALL
and yeah
its CHEAP!

nobody will even bother to take a glimpse at your articles in the future

song 105 : Rest In Peace

When MJ passed away, i wasnt really sad (at all)

but now that yasmin ahmad just departed

I'm damn sad
I'm now in the comp lab, posting this,
and my eyes are slightly watery

she was the best,
honestly

A star just fell from sky above
wherever it fell i do not know
but no matter where it crashed
i will always remember its shine till the end of my life

song 104 : Ren's 4 hours of mild depression

dear friends and family

things are fine in nottingham

i'm adapting well

Today we had Light, Waves and electrons

and i realised
things are not fine

not fine at all

i realised i dont know what the bleep was even going on
the feelings are mutual to all my other friends
everyone was whipped into a whirlwind of immense confusion

for once, i felt so helpless and unintelligent

when class was over,
i fell into a state of mild depression

some thoughts actually popped in my mind

was i really meant to be an engineer?
was taking up the course of engineering a wrong choice?
am i really a science person?

i kept falling deeper into the black hole of helplessness
then jacy and kin wai phoned me for dinner
we started talking about our ENOLWA class
and we decided that this is only happening to us because its like our first time doing a physics equation in 9 months
this should be normal

Plus photons are like something alien to us
first time hearing it
i mean, all of us used to have problems doing functions when we first started form 4
but in the end, wallah.
its like the easiest chapter for us.

then, i realised that whether I'm suit to be an engineer does not depend on one question.
i'll go forward and move towards my shining star no matter what.

so we studied together
and we worked it out!
we realised that the only reason we dont know how to solve the problems is that we did not understand the formula and the symbols.

the tutorial that i thought will be very hard, turns out to kinda easy somehow.

maybe i make judgements too early about the subjects befor i really get to know it
so
from now on
i will try my best to
OPEN MY MIND,
BEFORE I MAKE IT

Song 104 :

I'm getting used to my life here

Will post some pictures soon.
HOpefully this week

Song 103 : My drama, Our Story

My life is a drama
My world is a stage

Recently, my stage has been adorned with numerous breath-taking props, and my drama was illustrated with countless colourful characters.

However, another scene is about to start, and all this will be taken away behind the curtains

all the props, all the great actors and actresses

all of them,
taken away from me

but
i know
one day
i will return to this scene with the same backdrop once again

Till Then
Goodbye

and
Thank YOU
For splashing your individual hues on my moving portrait

Thank you

MOM, DAD, Grandma, Grandad, Kuma, Ting Shan, Boon Chin, Weng Chiat, Kok Leong, Jin, Wai Yee, Shok ni, Pei, Yen, Mun Keong, Suresh, Shereen, Kalai, Geet, Azim, Thuan Jee, Dennis, Joshua Anand, Joshua Loke, Siva, Hong Zhen, Sherman, Calvin, Kevin, Chan, Jern Siong, Weili, Sinnu, Amar, Chi Ming,

Thank You
For your willingness to act on my stage
Thank You
For making my drama a better story

We will meet again
then, we will act in another scene again
all of us
together
like we have done before
and continue the legacy of
OUR STORY

Song 102 : The Unhappy Happy Ending

I thought things are going to be easy
but its not

I thought i could waltz away from my old life like that and live in a whole new world without looking back
I thought wrong.

I'm reluctant lo leave
I dread leaving the drama members

After meeting the same faces every single day,
I feel lost without them

They are more than my juniors,
They are
my friends,
my brothers,
my family

Guys
I will never forget you

NEVER EVER

goodbye

song 101 : We are Georgians and proud to be one

It was a long and winding road.

Full of sweat, pain and aggravation.

You may think that i am exaggerating,
but
if you are a member of SGI Drama Club,
you will understand my statement perfectly well.
In our school, we have minimal guidance from teachers
its usually the hard work of the students

Yeah

I remembered when we were in form 4.
SGI came up with such a humilating drama because we had no experience at all, and our seniors and teachers refused to help us.

However, we watched and learned from our own mistakes and we analysed the strength of other teams.

The next year, SGI got silver.
It was a long way from consolation prize.

After my SPM, Suresh asked me to start writing a new script.

i got my inspiration for the new script when someone was talking about vampires when i was watching taiyou no uta.

OK

I have to admit, xeroderma pigmentosum was an idea i got from that movie by Yui.
But i only took out a small element from the movie
You cant consider that celup-ing
Because i changed the storyline and theme totally
Taiyou No Uta had no vampires in it
and it was a love story

However, i was really shocked when i heard people saying my story was Celup-ed from Twilight.

Twililight and Midnight Melody are two very different stories!

The only thing they had in common is that there are vampires in it
and some of the names are the same.
that's all
nothing more than that

Anyway,
before going for my PLKN, i left suresh a note, requesting Azim to be Sally, and Thuan Jee to be Bobby as i created these two characters based on their personalities

I knew Azim was the perfect one to be a diva
and i got annoyed with thuan jee in the NIE posters 4 rewards but surprisingly, teachers found him adorable
So, i got my inspiration for these two characters from them

After coming back, SU introduced me to the team

Su did an excellent job in teaching them how to move and where to position themselves, how to impress the audience and made the props exactly like the sketch i gave to him.

So, when it was my turn, I taught them about voice projection, emotions, tone, and discarding their bad habits on stage.

I started of as a no play play senior who seems to be deadly serious

However, as time passed by,
I couldnt help but to smile and joke around them because it felt like i'm already a part of the family

slowly but steadily, we brought in more ideas, and music.
it was difficult for them at first, but where there is a will, there is a way

And we found the way

When the whole drama was near perfection, we started counting the days.

Every day, Su and I harped on minute details and made it seem like a huge crime to ensure that the team will be perfect.


Finally it was the competition day.
i would say our team gave a great performance and was definitely outstanding.

BTW
Ting Shan told me something i never noticed

the difference between SGI girls and KE girls are, SGI girls remove their makeup and change back to their clothes after their performance

whereas KE girls remain in their dresses and leave their makeup on to flirt with the audience

SO True

LOL

School's titles

SMK St. George - Midnight Melody
SMK Treacher Methodist Girl's School - The Formula
SMK Convent - Grandma We Love You
SMK King Edward - The Devil's Advocate


And the results

Ariella from TMGS got best performer
The Best script award was given to Grandma We Love You

Now the real thing
The placings

before they announced it, my heart was pounding so fast, I could have gotten a heart attack

For second runner up,

Grandma We Love You

I started smiling and clapping so loudly. Thuan Jee was crying because he was too happy. The rest of the crew were smiling and yelling.


For First runner up,

The Formula

My legs started banging the floor and i got all excited. The Georgian crowd grew much louder.


And

The Champion for the LMS District English Drama Competition


Midnight Melody!!!

I jumped up in the air and yell and screamed along with the crew
We were overwhelmed with joy
and we started yelling
Tepuk Lasallian
so many times

It was Georgian history
First time SGI has ever won a gold in Drama
and the best part is,
we're a part of it

I couldnt forget it when they actually carried su and i and threw us up in the air,
our pants were drooping down and our underwears were so obvious, especially when we were on top of the stage for the crowd to see

LOL


whoever said SMK St George is incapable of getting a gold in drama
they were wrong

We proved them wrong
And we will try our best to prove it to them again next year

And much to my surpirse, TMGS teachers actually gave our performance very good remarks
I dont know about convent teachers
(but Pn. Cecillia looked worried after Midnight Melody)
anyhow,
to those teachers
Thank you very much
The SGI team will try their best to impress in the State level

we have come a long way from nothing
and we are not giving up just yet

The Georgian Spirit will never die


P.S. : I cant post any pics for now. sorry for that

Song 100 : SO what?

Another of C.Ren's Super Emo post

If only i could smudge my vision with illusions and corrupt my curcuit with delusions of grandeur
If only the ghosts of vanity will stop tracking me down
If only Echo will sway at me, and narcissus will be what i am
If only Apollo will give me more and Eros will stand behind my back

Yeah

If only

My head has been running about a lot lately

A little of my wishes have been granted, yet it never seems to end

I keep asking for more, although i know it is impossible

But

is it wrong?

I just want what i want

A harmless wish that will not slash anyone in my path

i was born perfectly imperfect

could i be perfect in my imperfect ways?

I dont know

But i wish some people could stop bombarding me with heartless remarks about things that cant be changed
Especially those who are imperfect
but seem to think they are perfect
and brand others imperfect

People like you need to get over yourself
people like you who are hideous in every perspective
but seem to gaze at others unilaterally

shut up
before i hammer out the false ideas you have on yourself

and i decided not to eat what you say
coz
your biased opinions does not matter
You can think i'm one of those who swayed or one of those who crack surfaces

but

I dont care anymore
coz
I'm not listening anymore

Song 99 : soon

Things are going to be different very soon

I'll be living in a whole new world

song 98 : My car License~!

Aku gagal kerana gagal mematuhi lampu isyarat

aku seorang pemandu yang berbahaya

Song 97 : Clean teeth

The doctor says i might be removing my braces in another four visits

CAnt wait la

Braces sucks

Song 96 : Bitterness away

the last post i was still pretty sore with some people faking their personal information to give them added advantage in their JPA application

But now
I'm sick of being sore
its time i scrape away my spitefulness
Though i still feel the bitter feeling every now and then
i will try my best to forget it

i need a brand new breeze

Song 95 : Congrats

I heard Ying2's appeal was approved
I actually feel happy for her
coz she worked so hard for it
she is definitely an excellent all rounder
unlike all those other cheaters with bad and mediocre results, out there who got it
by lying about their parents' income and jobs.
FCUK
them
especially
that anak loya buruk

Song 94 : Triple Payback

Dont be happy.
Your sigh of relief and contentment
will soon be replaced with sleepless nights.

Your disgraceful triumph will soon be a major liability
that will haunt you
Your name will be severely tarnished
You will lose the trust of all
and all that praised you
will run out of their resevoir of honey,
and instead spit toxic in your face

You better watch out

Judgement has come for you

Song 93 : Form 6 is turning crazy~!

i was dumbfounded when i read my friends' blogs about form 6 being extended to 4 o'clock.
This is seriously sick to the core!

how can anyone stand it?
Imagine sitting there and listening to cik loke whole day....

GOD

I will die man...

Although i am not staying in form 6, but i cant help but to feel aggravated by this weird change.
Its demonic.

Song 92 : Lim Sze Wei

My sis was supposed to wake up early today
she sorta set her alarm clock in her phone early i think

But she kept snoozing it whenever it rings
i think she did it over 6 times already

Already 1 o'clock
I dont think she'll be waking up soon.

so, what's the point of snoozing the alarm if you dont intend to wake up at all?

Song 91 : Lies, vanity, delusions of grandeur

Super emo post
caution



YOU never had the strength to begin with
YOU

YOU
are a mere weakling with mere illusions of strength to conceal your repulsive frailness.
Cheat, lies, frauds
The triumph and joy that you experience does not belong to
YOU

YOU
stole it from others' who deserve it more than you
Thieves, muggers, robbers, rapists

YOU
are weak

YOUr
victory is a lousy lie to fool
but
YOU
can never fool us, the ones
YOU
stole from

YOU
can lie to the whole world and yourself,
but trust me
GOD
Knows

YOU
think all of us dont know what sort of trickery
YOU
used?

YOUr
parents are not dead, yet you claim they are
YOU
are an unfilial child and a traitor to our nation

YOUr
parents earn big bucks
yet you pronounce them misers
YOU
dont know how much this means to us

YOUr
parents are money vampires
still
you declare them retrenched and jobless
YOU
are just a lie

YOU
YOU
YOU
YOU

YOU

I know who
YOU
are

Or rather,
YOUs

live in your puny world of lies while you can
It will be discovered soon
Immerse yourself in your cheats while you can
because it will be known soon

YOU
will face the consequences of your own actions

YOU
forgot that
YOUr
parents
all pay taxes

YOUr
little play will be revealed very soon

Song 90 : I'm writing

My first homework after 6 months!

Wow

I kinda miss the homework feel

Yay!
we got sweet Pn Hin as our Chemistry teacher :D

Pn Hin rocks~

Song 89 : Happiness

I feel really happy and proud today.
Dont want to elaborate much, will tell you guys later.
But this will end well
They sure are great people

Song 88 : Apachi Sareng strikes again!

I was kinda puzzled when i found out that so many people were lamenting over being sent to george for form 6

I was thinking "Is my school that bad?"

Today after a few loud whish-whashes, from our students during orientation

*SIGH*

I couldnt help but to nod in agreement

song 87 : this is not the end

This post of mine might be a bit emo
so i would like to apologise if it offended you in any way


I feel very sore.

I didnt get JPA

I know JPA isnt the end of the world.
But i cant help but to feel sore

I got 10A1 and one A2 for biology, excluding anopther A1 for GCEO.
Applied for engineering

feel very down and dejected

If i know, i should have done some major adjustments to my parents income in the application form like thousands of dishonest rats out there

really unhappy now


so i dont know

maybe there are more opportunities out there

maybe I'm just unlucky

this feels like a sick joke
and i really wish someone can really pop out and explain the punchline soon
but i know that there will not be any jesters explaining and expounding it to me

anyhow, this is reality, and i know, i'll have to hammer this repulsive nail of truth into my head


but

one door closes, another door opens

every cloud has a silver lining

when the going gets tough, the tough gets goings

every ending is a new beginning

i wont give up

not just yet

you just wait and watch me JPA!

I promise you

I promise all of you

that read this post

the world has yet to see the last of me

I will make the best environmental chemical engineer ever!!!

it has always been a dream of mine to protect the environment

and it will not end here

this is not the end

this is not

i dont care how

but i promise you all

that you will all not witness me as the rejected JPA guy you saw in years to come

you just wait JPA

you just wait

Song 86 : Fat Cells

Looking back at the pictures i had before NS, I realised i was FAT

To think about it, I feel so gald i got chosen for NS now.

Lost so much weight there.

I looked like a puffy goldfish before NS!

Song 85 : Edison Chen again

It has been a year since, Edison Chen's interesting pictures, featuring Bobo Chan, Gillian CHung and a few othere female celebrities, surfaced in the net.

This year, the computer technician, Sze Ho-chun, who stole those indecent pictures Edison took while he was on heat with the girls, was found guilty by a Hong Kong magistrate of three counts of obtaining access to a computer with a view to making a dishonest gain.

In my opinion, this Sze guy really deserves it.

I think its terribly sick to betray the trust of a client like that and its horribly unprofessional.

So maybe he was tempted beyond control to copy all of pictures in edison's laptop.
But even if he couldnt control himself to do so, I trust he could control himself from selling those pictures to other clients, right?

This sicko here obviously lacks respect for the privacy of others.

Now that he ruined the career and tarnished the image of so many girls,
i hope he's happy.
Inconsiderate and dim-sighted people like him deserves jail for at least three years.

Anyway, last year, many girls (young princessy pre-teens especially) posted in forums and blogs saying things like "I hate edison, he's so unfaithful!! I trusted him!!!!"

WTF
Since when, were they in the position to assume the role of a wife?

They are not even legal yet!

for god's sake, he's not in love with you silly girls!
Stop your unrealistic waltz in your tall imagination, for your queer fantasy is a far cry from the real world

He's not in love with you, and will never be
Get over it

And some say, "OMG, i was his no. 1 fan, but i ~~~~ing hate him now!!!!"

=_="

If you really are his no.1 fan, shouldnt you support him at crucial moments like this?

And for those that call those girls that are in the pictures, cheap sluts,

well, that is their private affair isnt it?
just because they are pretty and glamorous, that does not mean that they can't have a life of their own

If you are saying these girls are corrupting the minds of our little ones by performing such indecent acts,

think again

They did not post their pics in the net for the whole world to see.

That was Sze Ho-chun's work.
So, blame him.

Song 84 : Tag! (Sze wei, Pei lu, Jacy, Sulin, Chin Kwang)

TAG!
Starting time: 4:49pm
Name: Lim Chong Ren
Sisters: Yes
Brothers: No
Shoes size: 8 or 9
Height: forgot
Where do you live: Taiping
Favourite drink: Juice

HAVE YOU
Been on a plane: Yes
Swam in the ocean: Yes
Fallen asleep in school: Always
Broken someone's heart: No
Fell of your chair: Sure la
Sat by all night waiting for someone to call: Not really
Saved e-mails: No
What is your room like: Messy
What's right beside you: My phone
What's the last thing you ate: Egg tarts
Ever had chicken pox: Yes
Sore throat: Yes
Stitches: No
Broken nose: No
Do you believe in love at first sight: No
Like picnics: Maybe
Who was the last person you danced with: Kah Men
Last made you smile: My Dad
You last yelled at: Chong Han

TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like: No
Kissed anyone: No
Get sick: No
Talked to an ex: No
Miss someone: Yes
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yeah
What's under your bed: Plastic bags
What time is it now: 4:54pm
Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yes
Do you have any siblings: Yes
Do you want children: Yeah
Do you smile often: Yes
Do you like your handwriting: Sometimes
Are your toenails painted: No la!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: My NS bed
What color shirt are you wearing: White
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: Hunting for discounts in Jusco
When did you cry last: Watching a sad movie kwa
Are you a friendly person: maybe
Do you have any pets: no
Do you sleep with the TV on: of course not!
What are you doing now: This tag
Can you handle the truth: yeah
Are you closer to mother or father: Both kwa
How many people can you say you've really loved: so many~~
Do you eat healthily: errr... (lets skip this)
Have you ever cried because something someone said to you: Yeah
How often do you go to church: only once

If you're having a bad day,who are you most likely to go to: Cousins, Kalai, Cek Siang, Chong Han
Close Friends: Kalai, Cek Siang, Chong Han, Tian Jian, Ting Shan,
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: PPl in NS says Im LOUD!
Are you confident: If i dont look ridiculous

THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO
Got rotan by Pn Soo for not doing Maths homework
Throwing all my books away and telling parents i dont have any homework

THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY
-Nothing

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
-Taiping
-KL
-Melaka
-Penang
-Singapore

5 PEOPLE I TAG
-Sze wei
-Pei lu
-Jacy
-Sulin
-Chin Kwang

Song 83 : Earth Hour

So Earth Hour Finally came.
I'm In CRC now.
So its hard to support it.

But i kinda did something silly.
I actually offed the lights in the Bintang Walk (Balcony outside the Canteen)

Somehow, i feel a bit happy, but can feel my pride shattering into pieces as eyes targeted at me,
I could read their faces, screaming "Siao Kia Cho HAmi KUI??????~~~~"

Then they started onning the lights again

SIGH

That definitely didnt went well

But at least that's something
Its the effort that counts

Anyway,
Earth Hour is just like a campaign to create awareness.
The most important thing is that we should understand the true objective behind Earth Hour,
that is to teach us to conserve energy to curb global overheating

Tomorrow, Earth Hour will be no more till next year
but if we truly support Earth Hour, the message will stay in us for life.
If you dont need to use something, off it.
Even if you put it in standby more, it still eats electricity.

If you're listening to songs using your computer, off the monitor
If you're going out of your room, off the fan or air conditioner
If you are bathing in the afternoon, try not to use the water heater
If you want to watch TV, you can watch it without the lights on.
Use energy-saving bulbs, saves electricity (saves the earth and also saves your wallet)

I may not be a 100% environmentalist
but
50%
or even 10%
is good enough.

It takes a little to make a big difference
You may not believe this, but if everybody tries their best to save electricity even by a little,
wouldnt it make the effect huge?
If everyone is 10% environmentalist, wouldnt 10 people make one 100% environmentalist?
So, lets just try our best in this, who knows what miracles we can achieve?

Song 82 : The 3 hours practical

Today i had my 3 hours practical for driving
After my quest to obtain my driving license had been delayed for three months by PLKN, I'm finally continued it.

Things were pretty boring when i got to SEPAKAT (the driving circuit)
Boring....
Boring.......
Boring.........

Luckily i brought a book to read to kill some time.

Later, the instructor came, and it was time to Vroom Vroom!

So i got into the Kancil, sat down and put on the safety belt.
he stared at me as if i was Forest Gump and said "Wear for what??? Dont need la!!~"
So I gawked at him and was "Eeer.... Ok..."

Words of wisdom from a driving istructor:

"Aiyo... Safety belts are for weenies one la... Donit wear also ok one~"

So he said "Go la"
Confused, i was like "Oh? Go you say? Ok lo.. Go ma Go lor..."
Then I dunno what i did, the car jerked a bit
"Aiyor, you see me do first la you... Watch and learn ha~"

So ok lo...
watch and learn ma watch and learn lo....

Then it was my turn again
Driving really isnt as easy as it seems.
Gotta step the clutch, gotta change the gear, gotta release the cluth, and blabla~

So after a while, i think I got used to it a bit, but the instructor had his hand on my steering wheel, controlling it for me, most of the time.
Gosh. I'm fully capable of turning a wheel
its not that i have no hands or what
but i guess its their procedure

So I (we) started driving around the circuit again and again.

Then when i was driving, a butterfly materealised.
"OMG. I'm Gonna bang a Butterlfy!!!!!"
I tried to move the car away by moving the wheel, but the instructor's grip on it was too strong.

WHAP~
The car hit the tiny butterfly...
Poor thing

but lets not be stupid, of coures you cant have a car accident by knocking a butterfly.
and its not like, the other butterflies will come with their ambulance and put the banged one on a stretcher and rush it to the nearest hospital for treatment.
In fact, you cant even hurt a butterfly that way~

So leave the butterfly part aside.

Then there was a little bird on the circuit road.
Tried moving my car away, but once again, the instructor!!

Vroom~
I dont really know what exactly happened nor did I see any flattened object on the road,
so i assume nothing happened.

then we went rounds and round (more that 10 times i think)
until it was over,





so i got down and felt lucky that i did not knock into anything...






except a butterfly

Song 81 : Yiruma

If you love piano songs,
try listening to Yiruma.
he's so damn good.

His pieces are alive and if you were to close your eyes and use your imagination,
you will find yourself in whole new realm, so far from the eyes of the world.

And i think my sis would love it, since she is so crazy over Bella's lullaby.

song 80 : Direct translation

Got this joke through an email.

Why the Malaysian Government insists on using English for
math and science?

This is because the whole world uses the language as an
information and/or technology language. How dangerous it
will be if we try to use Bahasa, especially in school. See
example below:-

Hardware = barangkeras

Software = baranglembut

Joystick = batang gembira

Plug and Play = cucuk dan main

Port = lubang

Server = pelayan

Client = pelanggan

Try to translate this:

ENGLISH:

That server gives a plug and play service to the client
using either hardware or software joystick. The joystick
goes into the port of the client.

Now in BAHASA:

Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main
dengan menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut.
Batang gembira itu akan dimasukkan ke dalam lubang
pelanggan.

Song 79 : home!

I'm back here again.
Ns food is getting suckier by day.
but the life there is getting more fun by day.
I'm really enjoying myself now.

believe it or not, I'm the only english educated chinese in this whole camp! So all of my conversations with chinese are in mandrin, except with cek siang who wants to improve his spoken english. In case you guys don't know, Cek Siang is the son of CRC's cook and also the first person to speak to me in this camp!
I think I'm no longer a banana, maybe a bana, but just you wait, "the yellow outside but white inside" label will be lifted from me one day.

so I made many new friends from kelantan and Hualian.
Kelantan ppl are super friendly and are really a ready to mix flour~
Hualian friends are cool and they speak real wisdom.
Besides that i managed to befriend people from Kedah, Selangor, and Perak.
Great people~

However, a lot of the Ipoh Mali boys really drove me up the wall. Their faces are branded with arrogance. They are also a bunch of desperados who seems to be begging in the streets for girls' attention, lowering the intelligence of men to the level of a slug in the eyes of the girls along the way.

So the best thing about Kem Jiwa Murni is the Sky!
the cloud formations are the best!
Sometimes i wish they would just give us an hour or so to gaze at the heavens.
anyhow, my eyes are always transfixed in the sky whenever there is a football match uninvolving my kompeni.

I'm enjoying my Character Building classes. Despire the fact that we are treated like little kids, I like it! I dont know why but i damn like it! haha.
Maybe because i have great classmates!

so how's it so far?
So far so good!

here, I've
met people of the same wavelength,
met people of the same interest,
met people who treat me great,
and even met people who can read my mind and actions!

I' ve never been happier in one whole month as far as i can remember!
So i hope this joy will never end!